Justins POV:
“Alright Justin we’ll start shooting tomorrow afternoon, come in an hour early for hair and makeup.” The director said I smiled and nodded trying to seem attentive, but I couldn’t keep my eyes open much longer. I was ready to head back to my hotel room which would be my home for the next 2 months and fall asleep.
“So how do you feel bud?” Scooter asked as he got in the driver seat and I laid down in the back seat of the SUV.
“I’m tired.” I muffled out through my hoodie that I was using as a pillow.
“I know, once you get a good night sleep you’ll feel better, I can’t believe you’re tired though you slept the entire plane ride over here.” He chuckled.
All I could do was smile and nod back till my eyes closed and I fell asleep for the short 10 minute ride to the hotel.
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Hey babe, just got out of the meeting with everyone it wasn’t bad. Thank god we did the seat reading in Cali so I know everyone. I’m passing out cause I’ve got a long day ahead, call me around 10am my time, if you can. It’ll be my wake up call… sorry I can’t call tonight. I miss you so much already. Love you :*
I hit the home button on my phone and a picture of me and Selena in black and white appeared in front of my face. I let out a sigh, locked my phone and closed my eyes falling asleep in this big empty bed. I wished nothing more than that Selena could be right here next to me.
Selenas POV:
I woke up about 7pm I slept for 10 hours, which is usual for me but I’m surprised my phone didn’t wake me up when Justin called, I felt awful I had missed his call but when I looked at my phone I saw he only texted me letting me know he couldn’t call tonight cause he was too tired. I felt better knowing I didn’t miss his call or anything, but then I felt that feeling I always get when Justin’s away. I can’t believe it’s just starting on the first day that he’s gone.
Whenever him or I go away for work, usually by 2 weeks away we forget to call each other, our schedules don’t match up and we can barely talk, or we just don’t talk… maybe to ease our hearts because talking to each other when were so far apart sometimes is harder than not talking at all. Or atleast, that’s what I think. That’s how I cope with missing Justin so much, I put everything I have into my work.
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2 weeks later
“Bye Tay thanks for having dinner with me.” I said as I waved goodbye to Taylor as I closed the door behind her.
I was alone, again, in my huge house for the night. It was only 830 and I wanted nothing more than or Taylor to stay with me but she’s doing a free concert tomorrow and she’s gotta head up to Santa Monica for the night. At least I knew I’d be occupied tomorrow with something to do but that doesn’t solve my problem for the night.
I walked into my theater room and turned on the TV. As usual I found myself watching E! News to find out what rumors or projects are coming up about my friends. I haven’t talked to Justin in about 36 hours, we’ve texted back and forth a bit but nothing that could fill my crave to have him with me.
I think I’m getting better at it but I don’t know… were shooting the last scene for the day and then I’ll call you alright. Miss you.
I read Justin’s text and didn’t reply, I was getting jealous at the fact that some actress was able to feel Justin’s touch today. Even if it was acting, and even though it didn’t mean anything how could I not get a bit jealous when I was home alone with my dogs wanting nothing more than to cuddle up against my fiancé.
