The Nameless Angel

Chapter 35- We All Love you..

   As the doctor came out announcing Michael was ok and allowing visitors. I ran in and was the first to squeeze his hand. "You ok?" Calum asked me. "Yea, I just, this is my fault," I cried into Michaels softly moving chest. His eyes still closed. "How did you cause this?" He asked. "I should've just had sex with him," I said under my breath. "You should've what?" I heard Luke walk in. "He was desperate, I bet he would've settled for a random stranger but he chose me," I mumbled into his chest. "Stop that tickles," he whined. "Michael!" I hugged him. "Hey sweetnuts," he laughed. "Hey dude," Luke smiled. "Yea how are you?" I asked shushing the guys. "I'm fine," he laughed. "Why are you so worried," he laughed like it was nothing. "You tried to kill yourself Michael!" I cried. "I'm ok though," he squeezed my hand back. "See I'm a live," he laughed. "Your alive," breathed in and out. "Michael the only reason you hurt yourself in the first place is because I wouldn't have sex with you. "SweetNuts, I tried to kill myself because your so nice to me and the guys even if you've had a long day at work, or you went through loosing the baby, you pulled through all of that shit and I can't think of once nice thing to do to you that isn't sex," he chucked. He lifted his hands and laid them softly on my cheeks. "Yes I tried to mill myself because of you but it was because your so nice, you even stopped me from having sex with you, you know what's best for me, and I take advantage of that," he laughed. "No, no it's not that," I cried harder. By now the guys had left to get icecream. "I have caused so much pain by just existing how will people feel when I'm raising o-" I stopped covering my mouth. "You're," he smiled squeezing my hand. "Yea, don't tell Luke, I wanna tell him on our wedding day," I smiled a soft smile. "I just found out, it was two days ago when me and Luke last had sex.
     (Flashback)
   I ran to the bathroom and threw up. I called Paris as we ran to the drugstore. I bought my second pregnancy test. And rushed home. "Hurry!" She whined. "I'm peeing on a stick, give me a second," I laughed. I hoped Luke would be out late writing and doing things with the band. "Well I wanna get McDonalds!" She whined again. "I'm done," I laughed flushing and set the test on the neck of the toilet. I washed my hands and walked out. "Now we wait for a couple minutes," I scrolled through instgram and Twitter.
    We talk about babies and hot guys. Then my timer went off. I checked it and got really excited as I looked at the results. I saw one like and a fainter line. I got really excited as she seemed weirded out. I showed it to her and her face lit up. "Babe your pregnant!" She smiled hugging me. Then Luke unlocked the door and walked in. "What's happening?" He asked smiling. "Making a handshake that involves boob shaking," I walked into the Bathroom and set it back in its box then I walked out pecking him shoving the box in MY drawer. "So baby, how've you been?" He asked. "Good, great actually," I smiled. "Yep were fantastic."
    (End of flashback)
   He smiled a bright smile and pulled me in for a hug.
    (LUKES POV)
  As we walked down getting ice cream I stopped Calum. "Have you and Paris had sex in the last week?" I asked. "Yea why?" He asked. "I think she's pregnant," I said seriously. "How?" I asked. "Well, I was going through Alysons stuff and I found a test that tested positive, and I thought it couldn't be me," I laughed. "Omg! I'm going to be a dad!" He said too loud. People started to look at us funnily. "CALUM, WERE NOT HAVING A BABY!" I reassured everyone. The people around us started to laugh. "Guys come inside," Calum told Ashton and he congratulated him. "What are we congratulating over here?" Paris asked walking up to us with her ice cream. "Nothing," he pecked her lips. "Ok," she smiled pecking his cheek. I got Alyson her favourite icecream and mine. As we started to leave I couldn't stop laughing at how well Calum can keep a secret very well.
   We made it black and Michael had a large grin on his face. "What did she suck you off or something?" I laughed. "Nope," he laughed eating his ice cream.
   We had a great night as we all went back to our rooms, even Michael went home, he was fine only slight scaring. As I felt Alyson curl up into me. "Baby," I smiled. "What?" She laughed. "You wanna?" I asked biting my lip. "Uhm not today," she bit her lip but she seemed worried. "We can make out," she smiled kissing me. I kissed her deepening it. I wrapped my arms around her waist as she squeezed my neck. After a minute or two of that she pulled away and laid back down. "Babyyyy," I whined. "Babe, were getting married tomorrow, you can wait," she laughed. I totally forgot, I bet we all forgot.. "fine," he laughed. The door was opened. "Babes cmon lets go party bachelorette!!!" Paris laughed. With her friend Meghan from work. "Let me get dressed. She slipped on her green dress and her black high heels and she pecked my lips. As she walked out the guys walked in. This was going to be a long night...
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