My tears fell after I heard those words. Those words that made my heart break into pieces.
I don't care how I looked as I'vecried for almost an hour ang how much liters of water from my eyes dropped on the soil,in the middle of the green garden.
For a couple of years ,we stayed by each other's side, my problem was your problem , your problem was also mine.
No matter how shallow it was we faced and solved it together. I'd still remember the day when we were in Grade 2 and were both sent to the principal's office.
You punched our classmate because he made me cry when he stole my favorite candy. I know , its not good hurting someone but I am touched with your concerns even you appeared too protective for me.
We shared our happiness and laughed together. I was there cheering for you when you first try to enter the basketball team , thus , at the time I was awarded on stage you were there too , claping as loud as you could.
To sum it up , we know each other very well because we never leave each other side. From the day we graduated kindergarten until now we're stepping in high school.
We're childhood friends , but there's something inside I can't describe.
You became me firsts. . . . first protector and savior. . . first sholder to cry on. . . first comforter. . . my first fan. . . first dance and to tell you the truth . MY FIRST CRUSH , And now I'm asking myself . . . Are you my first LOVE??
Yes , were bestfriends. . . but it hurts because we're JUST FRIENDS, that's all! Still , I believe in my feelings and vibrations that you're also loving and treating me more than a bestfriend.
But that little hope vanished when I heard those words which directly came out from your mouth.
One sunny day in the green garden where we used to play and shared each other's memories.
Those words clogged my lungsmaking me breathe very hard. I tried to control my feelings and my tears from falling down , I tried to smile upon hearing those words but I can't.
Because the fact still remains. . . that I'm very much hurt when you said to me that... You're inlove with someone else. </3
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