Every adult thinks teenagers are over crazed freaks that want attention which is somewhat true but then at the same time it is not at all true. Adults also think girls when they reach there teenage years are OBSESSED with boys which is true also but adults miss out on the depressed suicidal part of teens.
There is always one girl in high school that is different then all the other girls, she is a freak. A motherless girl. She gets bullied for it. Even in grade 5 when her mom was alive but very ill a bully to her would say " she is gunna die" " It doesn't matter if she dies, no one would care" But when her mother did die, people realized the scary part of real life. Death. The girls name was Emily. Me, the author. But then, after my mother died she then realized there are ur " friends" and your actual friends. Your best friends. I soon decided i would cutt of my so called "friends" But i still wasn't happy. It was because i was motherless and one of the last things my mother said to me was " If dad ever gets a new girlfriend, respect her and don't worry about me" but her very last words where " Goodbye, I love you so much" And I will never forget the time when I was watching a movie with my dad. All of the sudden the phone rang, it was the hospital. Now before i say anything else my mother was a funny amazing person when she wasn't hurting and when she was sober. she was a achaholic, But back to the phone call from the hospital. " Mr. Herrington i'm so sorry to tell you, your wife Shannon has passed away" I heard and that was the 2nd time in my life that i've seen my dad cry.
There is more to the story but i can't just write my life in one book, it would have to be more and more books until the day I die. But don't think I wasn't sucidal because I was but then my friends and my boyfriend came in and they made me happy until my boyfriend broke up with me.
But for future Emily, don't let anything bring you down because you have already dealt with your own mothers death at 12 years old..
