New Girl-Jerrie

Summer Holidays

Jade's P.O.V

The holidays where going fine hang out with my friends and getting ready to go to Australia to see some of my family...but then it all change My mum got rushed into hospital after fainting at work. We where in the hospital waiting room my dad was sitting just staring at the wall shaking his leg up and down i could see his was worried and my brother well he was being my brother not taking, on his phone playing some game he probably dosent even know what's going on then me... I'm...I'm so scared need my mum she is my life my best friend if anything happens to her I don't know how I will cope. I think my dad saw I was getting worried he gave my a huge and a kiss on the head "everything going to be fine don't worry" he say in a sad voice I know he dosent believe his own words he is as worried as I am " Mr Thirlwall?" I doctor came over "can you follow me" he say giving us a small smile he took us to a room with nothing but 4 chairs a coffee table with some books and magazines. We sat down and the doctor closed the door then taking a seat in front of us he cleared his throat and started to talk "we did all that we could but nothing we did was working i hate to tell you and i know you don't deserve this but she didn't make it I'm  so so sorry but when she fainted she hit her head which caused bleeding to the brain we tried to stop it but nothing working I'm sorry" he say and walks out leaving Me, my dad and my brother alone so alone I could fell the tears build up it was quite until my dad broke down into tears I have never seen him like this it hurt. The wall started to close in on me I felt my breathing increase in need to get out of here I got up and run, run out the door down then hall bumping into people on the way I could here my dad call my name but I ignored him I need to get out go somewhere.

I got to the cliffs this is where my mum took my and my nana's o her birthday we had a picnic and watch the sun set go down it was my nana's favourite place but when she died we didn't come back until I asked my mum if we could on her birthday she thought is was a good idea so we started doing it even year just me and my mum...but know I'm on my own no mum to cuddle up to watching the sun set listening to music eating biscuits and Sandwich laughing and talk about anything and everything. It been 1 hour and I miss her so so much I don't know how I will cope.

One month later

It's been one mouth since my mum died we had the funeral last week and thats when everything hit my that it's wasn't a dream and she is gone. Right now I'm packing my room up we have to move town because we can't afford to live in this house with just my dad's money we are moving from Newcastle to South Shields it's not to fair about thirty minutes but I know we won't be going back anytime soon I'm going to miss my friend and all the memory's I have here but I guess it a good thing and new start new friend new town new house...I hate new things.

It's was two week until I start me new school my dad keeps saying to a good thing that we moved but I don't thing so I have been feeling so down I don't think it ever going to be happy again. I was laying on my bed in my new room when my phone went off.

New messages from Amy

Amy: Hay Poopy how you doing x

Me:I'm good xx

Amy: are you sure I'm worried about you xx

Me: I said I'm good okay why dose everyone keep asking that same fucking questions 'jade are you okay' 'jade I'm worried about you' just stop asking okay?

Amy: sorry I just won't to help

Me: you can't help no one can

I throw my phone on the at the wall and start crying I lay down on my bed and curl up in a ball cuddling my teddy. "Jade dinner ready" I get woken by my dad calling I sit up and rub my head and look at the time 6:00pm I guess I fell asleep crying. I walk down stairs and into the kitchen "hear jade" my dad gives me my dinner and I walk back up stairs I go into my room and sit on my bed picking at my food I'm not hungry at them moment so I put it on the side and go to bed.

2 weeks later

It's the day before school starts and I'm really nervous no one's going to like me I'm going to be put with a nerdy kid that shows me round for the week and then leave me alone like my mum did so I have no one.

My dad is taking me to the shops to get some new clothes for school. We are in top shop and I was getting some jeans I picked out 4 different jeans when I saw a hoodie I liked when I when to pick it out someone grabbed it at the sometime "oh sorry" the blonde haired girl said "it's okay" I say smiling at her " here you have it" she holds the hoodie out for my to have "no it's fine you keep it I'll find another one" I say smiling like an idiot  "okay thanks" she smiled and walking away....wow she was beautiful.

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Bit for a shit first chapter just needed to get started it will get beet don't worry

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