Ellie and I Part 12

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My eyes widen in disbelief.

Jessica is pushing Ellie into a locker and they're kissing each other.

I quickly pull my head out,

as I do this I bump my head into the door handle and fall to the ground.

Shit, they probably heard that.

I grab my board and run off.

I can't even process my mind.

Ellie and Jessica, together?

I get on my board and push my leg forward gaining speed.

I can't believe it.

I can feel my heart deepen into the darkest pit of my chest.

Before I knew it, tears were streaming down my cheeks.

I just want to get home.

...After a couple of minutes...

I twist the door knob and step inside.

"Hey Shay" Jenn says looking at me from the living room couch.

"Hey" I say trying to avoid my face, I'm pretty sure it was red from crying on the way home.

"Shay..." Jenn says as she gets up and walks over to me.

"You alright? you don't look so well" Jenn says looking at my face.

"Yeah... I'm fine" I say.

"You know, you can tell me anything. I'm your sister" She says.

After hearing those words, I break down crying.

"Shay, lets talk"Jenn says in shock putting her arm over me and helping me to the couch.

...after a couple of minutes...

I grab a tissue and wipe my tears.

"Okay you need to spill everything, did you and Justin break up? Did you two get into a fight?" Jenn asks me.

"Neither" I say trying to regain my voice.

"Then what happened?" Jenn asks.

I let out a deep breath.

"Remember what you just said? That I can tell you anything because Im your sister right?" I ask.

"Yeah" Jenn says looking confused.

I prepare my thoughts,

"Jenn, I got my heart broken" I say trying to ease her in.

"I knew it, by Justin right? Damn, I knew Justin was trouble-"

"No, not by Justin" I say taking another breath.

"By a girl names Ellie, Jenn I'm a Lesbian" I say.

Silence.

I avoid my eyes from Jenn.

I probably shouldn't have said anything. She probably hates me now, or thinks I'm a disgrace.

Suddenly Jenn breaks the silence,

"That's all?" Jenn asks calmly.

What?

I look up at Jenn in shock.

"Shay, I always had the feeling that you were into girls, you never dated guys and I kind of just grew up knowing that you were lesbian because of that" She says.

"Really? so, you don't think any different of me?" I ask.

"No, Shay, your always going to be my little sister" Jenn says giving me a hug.

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