The Realization ////ONE SHOTS

The aftermath

DANS POV

I turned off the camera and groaned, another day, another video, I needed a break, I really did. I sighed as I fell back on my bed. "Dan?" Phil calls. I'm too lazy to answer. "Dannnnnnn." Phil goes on, drawing out my name. I still don't answer. I was contemplating the meaning of life when suddenly my door crashed open. He looked at me and raised his eyebrows. "Contemplating life I presume?" He asks. I smile. He looked so cute with his eyebrows raised and his tongue poking out. I snapped back to reality when phil started shaking my shoulder. "Dannnn oh my god answer meee." My eyes widened when I realized what I was thinking. "Dan? Are you alright? Dan flipping answer me."
I looked up at him, his ocean blue eyes were overcast with worry. I could jump in those eyes and go for a swim. The problem is, I fear if I dive deep enough I'll drown. "Flipping? Phil? Why can't you say 'fucking' like every other normal person on the planet?" I state with a smirk. He immediately frowns. "Not EVery other person just people who speak English" he said as a small smile played on his lips. 'God how I love that smile.' I thought to myself. Phil started smirking. "What are you on about?" I jeered. He grinned. "You said that out loud." He laughed. I could feel my face turning into a tomato. "Shut up." I said as he wiggled his eyebrows. "Anyways" I say, rolling my eyes. "What do you want" he grins "I want to talk about how much you love my smile" he says leaning
Closer to me. My breath hitches as I stare at his lips. My eyes going wide and my heart racing. Oh my god is he going to kiss me oh my god he's going to kiss me oh my god oh my god. My thoughts were going a billion miles per second as he closed the gap.
His lips were soft as they brushed against mine. The kiss was lovely, he tasted like lavender and cereal, he smelled like new books and honey. He wrapped his hands around my neck, and I wrapped my hands around his waist, pulling him down on the bed with me. It was just starting to get heated when he pulled away. His eyes widened as he turned red. " Oh my god I'm so sorry I didn't mean to do that, I'm so sorry um I'll just, I'll just go" he ran out of the room. I couldn't believe what just happened and I sat there staring at the wall. Phil kissed me. Phil Lester kissed me. I smiled. Maybe he likes me like I like him.