always been you~emilio martinez

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I woke up the Next​ morning hearing clicking noises now realizing that emilio and i were cuddled up on the couch i jerked awake falling off the couch

I groaned and got up sitting on the edge of the couch.

"NEMILIO is so freaking real guys."

My face started getting hot i let out a frustrated sigh and walked upstairs to take a shower

After taking a shower i got mt camera out and started vlogging

"whats up my savage pandas its mama panda here and i am having so much fun in the team ten house its amazing"

I walked downstairs and sat on the couch

"so if u dont know already everyone one is shipping emilio and i and i just met him so im not completely sure if i like him ok we were cuddling but we were sleep and i move around a lot in my sleep"

I got up from the couch and walked outside

"well i hope u have a fantastic really amazing summer. Bye love u savage pandas mama panda out"

I waved then shut the camera off putting it in my backpack

I walked into the house and told tessa i was leaving to go eat she said

"ok come back unharmed" she screamed when i was halfway down the steps

I giggled and walked into the living room

Everyone was trying to comfort emilio

"its okay emilio maybe she didnt mean it like that" erika said

"she did she doesnt like me i think i love her shes gorgeous she makes me happy and i cant think right when im around i got all fuzzy when i first saw her i cant even explain what it feels like" he whispered just loud enough for me to hear

I turned the corner and cleared my throat

"i um im going out to eat with a friend ill see u guys later" i walked outside and called a uber

When the uber came i met my best friend troye sivan at the restaurant we laughed took pictures vlogged and posted the pictures on instagram.

On the way home i got a text from jake asking if i was gonna be home soon i replied yess getting a thumbs up emoji in return when i walked in the house everyone was by the stairs screaming

"dont do that one its gonna fall"

I ran by the stairs to see big jenga

"WTF ARE U GUYS DOING SOMEONE COULD GET HURT"

I screamed making everyone look my way emilio didnt look at me once than the blocks started getting wobbly e
And they fell right on Emilio's foot

I ran over to him and gripped his face in my hands

"are you ok em¿?"

He didnt reply he just gripped his foot and asked ivan and chance to take him to the couch i stood up and walked with them to the living room

"emilio are u ok¿?"

"im not okay nicole just leave me alone ok¿?"

I got up and walked upstairs and swung open  my room door i groaned and decided i wanted to do a live i put my hair in a messy bun changed into some sweats and a sports bra and set my phone up

"hey guys today had been a good bad goood bad day so the first good thing is that i really really really like the ship name nemilio the bad thing is emilio took it my vlogg that i did this morning the wrong way"

I sighed and wiped a tear that i didnt know was on my face

Im sorry guys im so mad at myself right now anyway

"the other good thing is that i got to hang out with my bestie troye sivan it was amazing "

"so this bad thing happened not to long ago and emilio isn't talking to me so they were playing jenga with some big ass blocks and the fell on his toe so me being me i asked him.if he was okay but he obviously wasnt so after that -"

*phone dies*

"for all the fuckery in this fucked up world" i mumbled

I sighed then walked downstairs smelling fried twinkies i ran into the kitchen and glared at jake

"jake those are mine " i whined

He laughed

I walked out the kitchen and into the living room i jumped on the trampoline and started screaming when i got shot with water

"Neels stop it's not cool u ass"

He lightly laughed and kissed my forehead 

I pushed him off and acted like i was throwing up

I ran over to the couch and sat next to tessa

"guys taela dunn is coming over coz we need her to see who the better kisser is the contestants are  emilio ivan tristan chance kade and me "

I felt stuck when jake said emilio i told tessa goodnight and walked up stairs i layed in my bed and cryed myself to sleep each tear wetting my pillow.

Fucking hell guys

This is for u nicole with much love and care