The Twitter Scandal - Jauregui

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"Y/N?" I heard Kendall's voice say from behind me — I just turned my head a little enough for her to know I'm listening. "This is a stupid question but...uh...who's Lauren?" I looked down at my phone, I had been thinking of something to tell Lauren about this whole situation. "She's my friend," I said as I turned my phone off turning my head to face her — "friend?" She asked with a tone of jealousy which only brought a slight chuckle to my expression. "Are you seeing her?" She asked her arms now crossed in front of her. "I dont know if I can answer that," that was the truth. I didn't know where I stood with Lauren, if my phone hadn't rang where would things have gone?

"That's bullshit, when I came in it looked like I was interrupting something." I sighed "does it matter?" I shrugged and she looked away "do you have feelings for her? Thats all I want to know." I looked at her and then thought of Lauren and that kiss...

I mean it was a kiss nothing special right? But it felt so special...like in those cliches where its the girl and the guy under a umbrella or something trying not to get wet but then not giving a fuck and smashing their lips into each other.

Okay that was a little too much but it probably didn't feel like that, if you can't tell what a kiss feels like but you just know it was perfect....wait thats exactly right, it felt perfect it was hard to explain because how can someone explain something that felt perfect? At least I can't explain it...

The more I thought about it the more I figured that I never kissed like that before not to Kendall or Harry or anyone...

"Y/N! I'm talking to you are you even listening?" I heard Kendall snap her fingers and I looked at her "I should go..." Her eyebrows furrowed "what? Go where? Its late where the hell are you gonna go?" Kendall said as I was putting my phone in my back pocket and headed to the door.

As I opened it I saw it was raining and mentally lauged because of the simili from earlier. "Its raining..." I felt her hand press against my chest, "stay..." I looked into her eyes then back outside "you dont need her you have me...I'm sorry about how things turned out but I'm here now...Trying to make it better." I sighed and her lips had already made their way onto my neck, I felt her warm breathe breath against my neck and she whispered "stay..."

"I'm sorry..." I whispered back.

A/N:
Go read my new book Faking It, especially if you finished this chapter and need something to read!