Refuse (Jikook)

Refuse

Today was such a busy day I just finished grocery shopping, I still need to revise my essay for music class over the history of dance it's an exhausting assignment but there's nothing I can do about it. I also need to learn the new song for my vocal class, put in a few more hours to perfect the choreography Hoseok and I practiced the whole afternoon. It has really been an exhausting day. After school, I went to volunteer at the senior center and right after I headed to the dance room to practice with my partner hoseok. All of my tiredness will fade when I go home to my boyfriend he gets off work earlier than me He usually finishes his work at home he's the CEO of an important company he's always working so hard. Today I told him I was going to stay the night in the practice room with Hobi since I thought we needed a lot of practice to perfect the dance before the spring show but apparently the practice room was already scheduled for another group, therefore, we switch the overnight practice to tomorrow night. Right now I'm walking to our apartment since I'm not as busy as other days I decided to make Jungkook a really nice dinner to apologize for not being with him as much as I would like to, I walk up the stairs with the groceries that I bought for the dinner as I open the door I'm greeted with silence "Jungkooki" I sing out but get no responses instead I head to our room quietly "he's probably in there" I giggle quietly thinking about him. As I open the door my world came crashing down as I see my best friend Taehyung and Jungkook kissing each other, Jungkook touching Taehyung who was underneath him passionately I couldn't help but let out a choked sob and run away from the scene. tears kept on blurring my vision and the horrible clench of my heart feel as if I was just shot.

I think back to the memories that Jungkook and I have created throughout the years so painfully beautiful and I have no regrets of meeting Jungkook it's been a good four years

I think back to when we when we both were still in high school it was our junior year. I remember it as if it was yesterday

*Flashback*

"Taehyung I don't want to go too the party I really need to study for my U.S history test" Jimin said in an annoyed voice as Taehyung continued to poke Jimin "Oh come on Jimin it'll only be for a while if you go I'll make you breakfast for a week and I'll clean your room" Jimin was a very hardworking student and was always in a rush not having an opportunity to make his breakfast every morning or clean for that matter"ugh, fine deal" Jimin said with a cute pout " ah, Jiminie you're so cute and small don't worry you'll have fun" Taehyung said with a satisfied smile "go get ready" Jimin got up from his desk and walked over to his closet he decided to go with a simple white shirt with black skinny jeans that highlighted his figure very well, black converse and to top it all off a cute oversize baby blue sweater. "Taetae I'm ready" " ok I'm ready too let's go" Taehyung came downstairs wearing low cut v shirt, rip black jeans, and a pair of black shoes the outfit was simple but extremely sexy at least in Jimin's opinion he's best friend was really handsome and could literally work anything. Jimin giggle at his thoughts "ok let's go smiley" said Taehyung as he pushes Jimin out the door. Jimin could never win against Taehyung, he always got his way with Jimin. he didn't mind, Taehyung was someone really important in his life. Jimin continue to smile at the other male even though he knew he would have to pull an all-Nighter

Jimin P.O.V

after we arrived at the party Taehyung left me and when around greeting his friend I didn't feel like talking. I decided to go outside from the oh so typical party " yeah Taehyung said it'll be fun!" I mumble to myself as I walk out to the backyard music blasting as I closed the door. I look around and sat down on a bench that was located under a tree "it's a pretty scenery" I said out loud after a while I became bored and decided to go back to the party. I wasn't paying attention and bumped into a solid chest "oh sorry I didn't mean it" I said as I stared at my feet suddenly I felt extremely shy "it's fine" the person in front of me said. As I looked up to the voice I fell in love for the first time in my life call me crazy but he was perfect we stood looking at each other for a while until he talked "hi I'm Jungkook" he said with a playful smile on his lips "I'm Jimin" I said calmly but I was screaming like a high school girl in my head "so what are you doing here all by yourself" he asked "nothing, I was about to go inside I was bored so I thought it would be better to come outside and just think" we continued to stare at each other until he spoke again "oh Jimin do you want to sit and talk to me my friend Hoseok ditch me and I don't know anyone in there" I was a bit surprised but agreed "ok I don't see why not" we sat and talked for a long time about everything and nothing the conversation came easy. It wasn't awkward in any way it's like we knew each other for a long time. He was really nice and sweet. I found out Jungkook was my age seventeen but our physic was different he was taller than me and had a broad body compared to my smaller body. It was getting really late so our conversation had to stop, he offer me to go look for Taetae "god it's really late and Tae is nowhere" I said as I yawned into my hand "do you want me to give you a ride" "if it's not too much of a bother I would appreciate" Jungkook grabbed my wrist and took me to his really expensive looking car. It didn't take long for us to arrive at my apartment complex "thank you I don't know what I would've done if you weren't there" "No problem I really enjoy talking to you-you're really pretty" I giggled at the compliment and blushed "thank you" I said as we stared at each other his brown eyes pulling me in I could drown in them "Jimin would you like to see each other again I know we barely know each other but I really like you" I saw Jungkook blush lightly "yes, I would love to see you again" we exchanged phone numbers. Out of nowhere I felt confident and lean in and gave him a peck on his cheek he gave me a peck back but on the lips. I thanked him again and said goodbye when I walked into the apartment I stopped and lightly touched my lips "my first kiss" I continued blushing as I tried to continue my U.S history review.