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Part 92

Shawn:

I knew that doughnut's story was to good to be true.

Clean? Changed? That was all a load of bull! It was a scam and the worst part of all was that her own brother was in on the deal to get back to get.

That's just sick.

Maya was sitting on the counter in the kitchen with me standing between her legs as she cleaned up my scars. I could see the hurt, pain and sadness pooling up in her eyes. This whole situation is almost eating her alive.

"You're so sick and now you had to deal with this, with my problems to. I'm so sorry." She said as tears rolled down her cheeks. I brought my hand up to her face and wiped away her tears. She whimpered in pain as I ran my thumb across her right cheek. That's where Marcus hit her.

"Maya, you took a punch for me." I chuckled lightly and saw her cute smile appearing on her face again. She was laughing. "Guess you can say that." She said and looked back down at her lap. Her smile faded and she teared up again.

"I've caused you so much trouble. You should've stayed out of my life. I should've pushed you away when I got the chance because now you got hurt and it's all my fault. But I don't want to let you go because I love you so much. And I need you." She said and looked back up at me.

"Maya don't say that. This isn't your fault." I said but she shook her head and she closed her eyes and more tears streamed down her cheeks.

"Do you know how much it hurts. That much pain he put me through. When I found you at first, I used you Shawn. I used you as my escape from the crap I was living. You deserve so much better but you stayed. And it hurts to love you. But I do. I really do love you and I never meant for this to happen." She cried and I took her hands in mine that was rested in hr lap.

"I stayed Maya. That's just it. I chose to stay. Because I love you. And I don't care if you used me because you were my escape from this world to. When I'm with you Maya I don't see the world around me. You are my world. And I don't ever want to lose you. That's why I asked you to marry me. I want you in my life, forever and ever." I said and she clamped her hand behind my neck, playing with my hair.

I wiped her tears away, holding her hand in mine again. "This was just a crazy night. Forget about it okay? There are so many things that the future holds in for us, and this, this night, we can't let it bring us down." I said and she smiled faintly at me, leaning forward and pressing her lips to mine.

"I love you so much." She said and I could feel the heat rising to my cheeks as she caressed my skin with the pad of her thumb. "Let's just get married already. Move into our own house and just be happy. Together." I said and she looked deeply into my eyes.

"That's the best thing I've heard all day." She said and I pecked her lips before picking her up from the counter. We went up to our room and just got in bed.

Immediately I saw Maya falling asleep and I did to, shortly after, holding her in my arms.

This is all over now, she won't have any more pain in her life. Marcus is locked away and Brian can't come near her anymore.

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Wednesday

"Maya! When's the meeting?" I yelled from downstairs. Oh and by the way, I'm all good now, my flue is gone and I now feel more alive.

"Like in 20 minutes!" She yelled back and I just smiled at her cuteness as she came running down the stairs.

I was sat on the couch and she ran over to me, plonking down next to me with her white converse in her hands. "I'm so excited for this!" She squealed with the biggest smile on her face, which made me the happiest man alive. To see her this happy again, after her broken phase.

I get to have this amazing girl as my future wife. I leaned forward and kissed her cheek.

"Aaaah! I"m so happy I can't even tie my own shoelaces!" She whined as she struggled with the laces. I picked up her feet and placed them down on my lap, making her fall backwards on the couch. "Shawn!" She laughed and I just smiled at her, doing her laces for her.

"Seriously. How do you survive on your own when I'm gone if you can't even tie your shoelaces?" I said and she just glared at me. "Forget I asked." I said putting my hands up in surrender and she laughed, sitting up a bit so she isn't laying on her back.

"All done." I said and she jumped up, grabbing my hands and pullin