The Letter ♥ ~WattyAwards2012~

Dear Suzy,

You dont know me. Who actually does? Well, Ive wrote this to show you how much you mean to me ♥

So lets just start with my name is Mathew, Mathew Alexander Wood, Im 16 years old and i go to the same school and same classes as you. Do you know that empty seat behind you in every lesson? So yeah i sat there...

I swear i was NOT a stalker!

I first saw you when i came to this school i introduced myself and i could see some of your friends laughing at something but then i saw you, I saw you looking at me. Like you was the only one who could see me...

One time after I got settled into the school, I made sure EVERYONE could see me. I made my way up to your locker, number 182, and you were there with Tyler. But never the less i made my way to you but as i was approching you someone, probably Tyler, tripped me up, I felt my feet lift up and then a sharp pain in my face where i hit the ground...

Well i got up to carry on with attempting to talk to you but the jocks took my glasses... i started to cry, not because of the pain but because you saw... Anyways i stood up and left i could hear you laugh and i left happily knowing you were happy. ♥

This next bit may sound, well, cheesy but here it goes. ♥

I have ALWAYS belived in true love (yes im a guy, not a girl) and, well, When our eyes first met in class, i felt something, something ive never felt before.

I fell even more in love with you when i first saw your smile, your laugh. Unfortunatly it was not at me or for me... It was at Tyler. Damn him, him and his visible-ness.

Your hair, oh my god your hair! Its just amazing! I know you dont think this and i heard you complain about it to your boyfriend Tyler. *hiss* Sorry i just really REALLY dont like him. He treats you like a load of shit, and you deserve A LOT better than that worthless trash.

Well, if you havent already picked up, i can make myself urmm you are so not going to belive me. Well i can make myself visible and invisible. Belive me or dont but remember why did you NEVER see me? Why didnt your friends always make fun of Mathew, the one with glasses? But thats why no one really knew me. I can do this because, urrmm im the son of the devil. Its true! Literally. I have not told anyone this before. Thats how much you mean to me, I just told you my biggest secret, thats how special you are to me. That is my biggest secret and it is very important for what im going to remind you of...

Do you remember Tyler's last party? Well you invited me, actually you stuck an ivitation on everyone's locker. Anyways that day, 22nd march 2012, I finnaly gathered the confidence to talk to you, I was going to tell you how i really felt, how i wanted you to feel. So i made myself fully visible, grabbed a cup of alcohol (I dont know the brand, probally some cheap shit knowing Tyler) Then i walked up to you.♥

My heart felt like it was beating 100,000 beats per second but i was wrong it was beating double that. ♥ When i got to you through all of the badly dancing couples and drunk chicks dancing on tables, i got to you. You looked fabulous! with your blonde hair lightly curled, your blue eyes shining like a lake of water with the golden sun gleaming on it.

I was in front of you and i said, "Hi suzy, Ummrmm my name is Math-" Then you said something, said this sentence that has helped me make my dicision for today, 4th april 2012, exactly 12 days after the party, the day you repiled to my courage filled half sentence with this, "Piss off you low-life geek, leave me alone, no actually go back to hell where you belong for thinking you can talk to me!"

Since that day i have not looked at you, thought about you or talked to you.And i have made my dicision, i have decided to go back to hell, to go back to where i belong. I finally figured that my father was right, he said that love was not worth waiting for, not worth thinking about and not worth my time. And he was right.