(Trigger warning betches I'm sorry but that's what this whole story is about my frens :(( )
She walked in from school to her parents arguing in the front room.
Constant yelling and sobs,cries out for trust and agreement.
She stared but tried blocking it out.
She sat at her television and watched Care Bears .
She heard a sudden slam of her fathers fist against the wall,she flinched and listened to her mother cry out "I do everything for you!!!i do everything for this family and you sit around hanging out with 'your boys' in your studio!!"
Her mother fights back and her dad scoffs,walking twords the stairs "you want me to take care of this family??!?fine.c'mon chunk.you can hang out with me in the studio."
He tugged on his daughters arm and she cried as her mother yelled back "she doesn't want you!!!"
She pulled her arm away and shook her head at her father and he looked at her mother with stern eyes "well look,you made my daughter hate me!!"
He stormed upstairs into his studio.the seven year old girl looked back at the tv in pain,feeling the bruise form on her arm.
She let the tears fall and felt her mother tap her shoulder lightly "me and daddy aren't on good ter-"
She nodded "yes ma'am...I know"
She whispered and ran upstairs to her bedroom,lying down on her stomach with her face stuffed in her blanket.she wanted to burst out in screams.it seems as if her parents are always 'not on good terms'.
Her heart pounded as she thought for a second 'what if it could all end...they weren't stressed out before I was born..so what if I wasn't even here?' She asked herself.
She remembered this thing that had happened in a horror movie.the lady got suffocated and seemed to not move for the rest of the movie.
The girl didn't know about death..all she knew was if you get hurt really bad,you don't feel anything anymore.
She took a deep breath and shoved her face into her blanket more..not breathing.she felt heat curl around her neck and her mother call her name.
She pulled the blanket off immediately "it's no use..." She mumbled and wiped away her tears,going downstairs.
