Life ins't always what I personally thought it was going to be. I thought I would have a white picket fence, a family that loves me and supports me, and everything falls into place like in the movies. Well at least at the age of 5 that's what I hoped it would be like.
By the age of 10 I learned there is no way in hell that my life was going to be that way. My parents always fought and I would try to do anything to tune them out. The neighbors would call the cops because of their endless bickering. My life was a mess. I had to pray that one of the nights inside my bedroom I wouldn't here my mom getting slapped around by my father. That I wouldn't hear her cries for help. I was only a child what could I have done to stop him. Though she still stayed with him and pretended that their marriage was as perfect as ever. Pfft! that's a fucking understatement.
I was lonely most of my childhood. Many of the neighbors would keep their kids away form me because they were afraid if they let them around me and they spent the night that they would get hurt. I felt like an outcast. Then I found 4 girls in my 7th grade year that became my main escape from the reality of my horrible life. There names are Stella, Britanny, Eleanor, and Perrie. They would sneak me out of the house whenever I would call them because I was afraid to be in my house. I tell them everything that goes on inside my life. They know all the truth and never judged me for it. They know the true me and are the only people who know the real me. Though there are things that I haven't told them about at all for their own good.
I found the first guy that ever cared about me at the age 16. His name is Luke Hanson. He is very well off because his family owns I huge firm company. We have been together ever since we met. I haven't told him half of the things I tell the girls becasue I am afraid that he might leave me and I can't afford for that to happen. His family has not quit warmed up to me yet. They are all snuck up and snooty bitches and dicks who believe that I am nothing but a waist of space in this world. Despite their pleading Luke still stays with me and I love him for that. He stays by my side and makes me feel safe...... well at lest I thought that for a while..... but that comes later.
I live in Water Falls. Its a small town right outside of New York. My only wish is to get far away from this small town and live in the big city or travel. I hate this town. It brings nothing but bad memories to me and I need to stay as far away from here when I leave after senior year or I swear I will have to be put in the luney bin.
My life after I get away from here will be perfect? It will be always what I wanted? I will stay with my boyfriend and everything will be fine? Right? Well only the future can tell.
Oh and in case you were wondering my name is Bella. Bella Lively and my life is taking the tole for the worst.
Authors Note-
Well thats my intro to the story. I just had to get some of that major things out of the way first before I start actually writing the story. I really hope it wasn't too boring or anything like that. I will try to update daily but if that isn't possible then every week! Please comment what you think so far bellow!! Love ya'll<3
~Yazzy
