Dusk and Dawn

This story includes all sorts of stuff your parents told you not to do.

Read at your own risk.

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Some times I like saying big sentences that make no sense , just because I like some words together.

The molecule of creation was originally liquid, until the barricades of redemption engulfed it into a suffocating oblivion.

No, that wasn't meant to hide a meaning, I just like those words and I think they sound nice together. I find a meaning in this, I understand some of it. Or maybe that's because I'm high and this cigarette is too strong. That is probably it.

A door opened, I made no effort to move from the edge of my window.

"You're high again , aren't you?"

"Maebeh" , it came out slurred, failing to conceal my deed.

"This has to stop, you know he will be all pissed and depressed." Michelle said,

"He should just face it." ,this time I successfully uttered a sentence even though it took me a minute to say it.

"Or maybe you should just stop."

"It's not any of your fucking business is it?" I got up from the edge before putting myself in danger again.

I stumbled to Michelle and saw the hurt expression on her face, her eyes tearing up , betraying her vulnerability. I wasn't in the mood to make her feel better or apologize for my snapping at her.

"Where is he, anyway?" I asked, trying to sound sweeter,

"He'll be back shortly," she shook her head , "you should snap out of this...numbness, he'll know."

I nodded and she made her out of my bedroom but stopped at the door.

"He is trying to help you change Keira, you're lucky to have an Alpha as a mate, maybe you should appreciate it."

"I never chose this, your species did. It's my choice to love him or not and I don't feel that special bond , remember?" I shook my head, "I'm not one of you, accept it."

She waited a minute or two before leaving and right when she closed the door behind her I heard her whisper,

"Hurry up, he's back."