JEALOUSY // ruggarol

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Hi so it's Alicia (SoyAliciaSoyLuna ) that's writing this chapter! Hope you enjoy, and I can't wait for Luna's Chapter!

He walked into the set and took a deep breath. One more day, one more day until he breaks up with Cande and can finally make a move on Karol, Finally.

Of course, he is afraid. What if she gets deeply hurt or Karol don't like him that way and he just broke up with Cande is waist? He took a deep breath. But he bet, that wouldn't happen.

But the universe apparently didn't have the same plans as he had, no not at all, it wouldn't be that easy no.

When he walked into casually like always, everyone seemed to look at him, biting their lips worriedly, like there was something that they where worried about, and he was confused by it.

It didn't take long for him until he was attacked by Agus holding him tight looking into his eyes.  Rugge was confused by Agus sudden act, and spoke out confused "What is it?" He said looking at Agus. Agustin gulped "He made a move" He said carefully. Agus knew very well that a angry Rugge isn't a nice sight. Rugge was still confused and his eyebrows where still in their confused position. Agus closed his eyes. He knew that this new fact, would anger him in a high level, higher then ever before.
"Lio made the first move on k-" Agus wasn't even done with the sentence when Rugge realised that his biggest fear had just come true. He pushed his body through Agus and ran to the restroom. He wanted to see it, before he believed it. He wanted to prove Agus wrong, that Lionel didn't actually make the move before him, no that he would make the first move tomorrow and everything would go as planned. But he knew that he would just be disappointed.

When he finally had reached the room and stopped running towards the one place that would change his future, he was faced the thing he secretly knew he was going to face but wanted to prove wrong. Put it was right in front if him. Everybody realized him standing there, after had running through the whole building staring at a couple sitting there, laughing, holding hands smiling like idiots- or Lionel was smiling like an idiot. Karol's smile was like 'i love this put it isn't exactly like i wanted it to be'. Rugge could sense that easily, on one glance. He was there staring at them, no, correction: their hands. He felt the angerness bubble through his muscular body, and he wasn't happy. He was angry, sad, hell even jealous on the same time. Even though we all thought that Rugge suited in everything on the planet, even a potato sack- he didn't suit in jealousy. He went to a place where it was quiet,empty that he could calm down in. He walked back and forth by some lockers, taking deep breaths "think o something calming- some thing beautiful" He said to himself. The first thing that popped up in his mind was Karol- beautiful Karol. He smiled at the thought of her. His smile started to fade when suddenly he got though up in the head of his that her lips where going to be pressed against Lionel's and not his. His anger was boiling like he was making spaghetti and his anger took over and the next thing he knew his hand was a fist against the lockers. He gasped over his sudden act and slowly took his hand of the locker just to meet a big fist mark on it. He put his hand over his mouth. "Ohh my god this is not good" He mumbled. "I better go away now" He said and ran away- surprised at his act.

The rest of the day it was hard acting all happy and normal- but he is an actor so he pulled it of quite good actually.

When he came home to his and Cande's apartment- it was all empty. No not empty as she moved i mean as she wasn't home. H signed "this day is fucking horrible" He said and went to the tv and a movie was on. He was quite into it and felt his anger rise again. The plot was about a guy who made the first move on a girl before another guy and they married happily while the other guy became bald and lonely and weird. He was so angry that he punched a pillow really hard.

door opens

He didn't realize that his beloved girlfriend was home already and hitted the pillow once again, but harder "why?? Fuck why?" He said and kept on hitting the pillow "Ruggerito?" He heard Cande and froze. He turned around and she sat down by her. "Is everything right?" She asked her boyfriend. He nodded slowly "It didn't seem like that" She said and he had to make up and excuse fast. "Ehh i have to be really angry in a scene in soy luna- and i need to train on being fake angry so this is what I thought would work" He quickly made up. She nodded, and luckily for him she bought it.

After they eat some pasta- Rugge's speciality- they soon went to sleep. Both where exhausted by their days and they both needed to wake up early.

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Rugge's POV

Lionel stood there laughing at me, pointing with Karol by his side. She held his arm and laughed with him. Soon everybody was there, laughing at him. He felt the tears stream down his face, and the laughters just grew. "You will never get Karol! You will die alone with no hair!" Lionel laughed. Whispers went around "you believe you can get her?" "She is too good for you!" "Larol forever!" "Just give up already!" The whispers grew until i was just aloud sound. "I would never like someone like you" Karol laughed coldy. Her voice was the clearest, and i heard the laugh.

(Dream over)

I shoot up from my bed, soon realizing that i was super sweaty, sweat all over me, and that my eyes felt watery. I touched my cheeks and felt tears. I cried, for real. I sign And lay down and look at the apartment roof. I stared up there and thought about the dream. Was it right? Maybe i should give up....

No Ruggero! Always fight for her- she is worth it.

I picked my phone up and saw that it was soon time to wake up anyway. I stood up and went to take a shower, because damn! I was sweaty.

As i felt the water go down my body i closed my eyes- and cried. I had i much pressure on me.

And it unusual for me to cry.