Consequence

Why?

"Why are you acting like this? We're friends!" I yelled. We don't want to be friends with a loser like you.

I played it back in my mind so many times trying to recall if it was real or not but when I walked into school the next morning I new that this night mare was my reality.

I didn't know what to do. I wasn't good at being on my own but if I had to act like I was okay then I guess this had to be the time to learn. I did my normal routine. I went to class. We shopping. and put on a brave smile but inside I knew the only person I couldn't be a fake to was myself.

"We lie best when we lie to ourselves" I whispered under my breath. I looked around to see if anyone overheard me because you never know when someone might over hear you.

At that time I thought just losing my friends was the worst thing that could happen to me. What I didn't know at the time was that the worst was yet to come.