.Frank pov.
Saturday 6:30 pm
I flinched as the door slammed, Gerard left me again. I mean I was being an ass. he is gonna drink. A part of me wishes and hopes he wont. but he will, and I will take care of him again. Maybe if text him, when he comes back ill remain calm. and guide him to his bed. I reach for my phone, it fumbles out of my hand to the floor. I grabbed it off the wooden floor. its not cracked. A breath of relief leaves my mouth.
unlock my phone slowly. A part of me doesn't want to think about Gee but then again, I have to make sure he will be okay. I might wait to text him. Man if he gets hurt. don't think that way. don't think like that frank, he will be fine. I put my phone down. A loud sigh escapes my mouth as I feel my ass and back fall against the cushioned chair. I set my phone on the coffee table. tears began to fall. please have him home safe. Great i'm praying to a God that doesn't exist. look what you do to me Gerard Arthur Way.
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.still franks pov.
Saturday 7:45 pm
I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand. God I hope he is okay. I opened my phone and GeeBear is the first contact in my list of who I text most to least.
I type the simple sentence, every letter I hit on the screen vibrated.
FrOnK (me): Gee please don't do anything stupid. Call me if you need a ride home.
GeeBear has read this message
I set my phone back on the coffee table. and put my hands in my head. fuck what if he isn't okay. He read it but isn't responding . I began to shake my head a bit wiping the tears. I slightly pulled at my hair and began to pull harder I bit my bottoms lip until it the taste of blood began to overtake the taste of my mouth. "Come home Gerard, i'm sorry...sorry." my sobs and words were the only sound in this empty house.
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Saturday 8:30 ( Franks pov)
I awoke to the ear rape of a ringtone, I must have fallen asleep. then it hit me. "Gerard!" I screamed as a suddenly became wide awake. I jumped up and grabbed my phone. Ray, maybe he knows. I began to cry at the sight of Rays name. I wanted it to be Gee, I needed it to be Gee.
" Ray, have you heard anything about Gee?" I knew I sounded like I was crying but I don't care.
"Frank." Mikey... he sobbed, " He is in Grace Hospital."
"What do you mean? Is he hurt? The one by my place? "I'm rambling. I fell tears rush out of my eyes
" don't know Frank, Ray knows more just meet us there."
the phone call ended, I have so many question that fucking dick. I wiped my tears again, grabbed my jacket and walked into my old beat up car.
I drive slowly, I want to race over there but whats the point of having two people in the hospital.Tears blind me as I approach the entrance of the hospital. please be alive you son of a bitch. I parked my car like an asshole but I really don't care. I walked up to the ER waiting room. Not noticing the nurse as she called me.
Mikey spotted me and rushed over to me. His body hit hard against mine it didn't last long.
" Frank, this is Joe. He hit Gee With his...uh his...truck" Mikey was calmed down but tears threaten to overflow. I looked at Joe, SO much anger filled my mind. my fist curled up and before I knew it my fist was connected with his jaw.
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"Get out of here, ill kill you." I shouted as he ran to the elevator, I hope he knows I look good in orange.
"way?...way!?" A short nurse screams
Mikey got up from his seat he was half asleep and now he is half awake. "thats m-me, o-or us"
"Gerard did amazing in surgery...but he suffered head trauma we fixed bleeds. he however is in a deep state of unconsciousness, but there is brain activity which means he has a high chance of waking up."
" when will he wake up." My heart just dropped, he isnt dead but he isnt alive
" there is no telling if he will ever wake up." she smiled softly and she watch all four of us break down. " you can come see him if you'd like, wait um who is the family." Mikey raised his hand slightly. " we need you to fill out some paperwork. " he nodded and she pointed him to the nurses station and Ray followed, I was about to follow after them before i could get anywhere she grabbed my arm.
" You are Frank," i nodded," follow me."
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RomanceGerard wants to end his life. One thing goes right and another, because of Frank. Until one day Gerard... haha you'll have to read to find that out. Also TRIGGER WARNING.
