This is for the girl that make me smile for a long time. Remember when I made a promise with you ? Yeah, I will never ever forget it. And ofcourse I will never ever break it.
It's literally funny how you break my heart but I still love you with all the little pieces.It breaks me when you're im my mind. In short It hurts every f*cking seconds. It's not the experience that hurts, It's the memories. I don't know if you still love me, Though I still love you. I miss you more than anything. :)) But it breaks me more when the thought of being with you is nearly impossible came into my mind. I don't know if talking to you is a good idea, I don't want to be rejected anymore. I don't want to lose you eventhough you're not even mine. I want to make you smile again. I want to hold you're hand every freaking moment. I want to play with your hair. I want to hug you and make you feel that I'm the only one who's here for you the whole time. I want to talk to you but the thought that it's a bad idea haunt me. I hope you're happy right now. But I think it's better if I'm the reason behind those happiness and smile right? I just wanna do things with you again.A second chance...
