The scent of red roses filled the most romantic garden I’ve ever imagined. The sun serves as a silent witness for the special day of my life. The blue ocean behind us reflects the love that we have for each other. He’s in front of the altar, wearing his biggest smile while waiting for me. He looks handsome with his black tuxedo and cute dimples. While the pearls and diamonds on my gown glisten as I walk along the aisle, holding white roses and tulips in my hand, proving that fairytales do come true. That there really is a happily-ever-after ending and not just a once-upon-a-time love stories. God decreed us to spend the rest of our lives together just like how the moon never leaves the stars for them to twinkle and form their constellations. At last, the sacrifices and burdens that I’ve encountered were finished. God answered my most awaited prayer; everything is in its right place now. Suddenly, tears came out from my eyes and continuously blurred my vision. In an instant, we are at the altar, holding each others hands while sharing the feeling of happiness and contentment. The magic brought about my love bounded on our hearts. It seems that Cupid and his lover Psyche hit an arrow at us that’s why even the gravity that holds us together collides and we end up in a scene were in we are holding each others world until the end. We exchanged vows after the ceremony. And this is what I wrote for him before I imagined my self having him forever, an expression of my feelings since he left me. I recite it in front of everyone for them to know how my ordinary life turns into a wonderful one because of this man whom I chose to be my knight in shining armor forever…
(IMAGINE THAT WE ARE TIME TRAVELING IF YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS LETTER.)
“I have written a lot of letters for you since you entered my life. And I think this letter is just the same as the others. Just plain feelings and weird metaphors to hide what I really wanted to say. Since then, I realized that I am not really a good writer. You know why and never stop writing different kinds of letters for you? It’s because I want you to realize everything. I want you to know that I love you and that will never change. And even if I tried my best to write my feelings and even if it’s hard to have such courage to reveal my true emotions, still nothing happens. All of my articles and letters don’t have the magic to let you know and understand everything. This dumb writer can’t make a good and effective article for you. I really had a feeling to stop my passion and instead buried my self with this foolishness. But later I understood that I can’t leave writing because it is the only way to talk with you. Yeah, sounds corny but its true.
About this feeling of mine, I still love you. Our memories keep me from falling all over again in a dimension where our own hearts could only understand. I don’t know why even if I am deeply hurt by all of the pain and suffering that happened, I can’t leave you. It’s hard to just wait for the right time especially if you know that it will never happen.
I will wait for you, as the moon patiently waits for the eclipse to come, as Clare let Henry travel for a long time and eventually came back where all of the things are in its proper place. Please, open your heart so that you will understand what my heart wants to tell you. Let them turn our lives in a fairytale because it will happen, for the sake for the two souls that are longing for each others love. Please.
I love you and thank you for everything. I am willing to wait.”
When I finished reading my vow, I saw him crying. I wiped his tears and told him that everything was God’s plan for us. And now that we’re married there’s no need for us to suffer. We will live and die together until we reach the ending of a happily ever after.
NOTE: This article is just my dream. I don’t know if it will happen although I just wish it will.
