Pissed, because i still want t9 sleep but this freaking alarm clock won't stop ringing, i threw it against the wall.
"THERE. you finally kept quiet." i whispered.
I was about to go back to sleep in my very very comfy bed when..
"What do you think you're doing, Underwood?" its Brad. That Brad that i'm still pissed off.
"i'm going back to sleep. What are you doing here?" i intrigued.
"get up because breakfast's ready and because i sorta live here now.." he answered.
"uhmm. i don't want to and did i give you my blessing to that?" i said, still annoyed.
"come on Care! why are you pissed this early? and kinda coz i've slept here for 4 nights with you." he replied.
"WHY AM I PISSED? YOU'RE ASKING WHY AM I PISSED?" I said whilst entering the bathroom to brush my teeth.
"well obviously yes, and please don't shout. Are you mad at me? " he asked.
i finished brushing my teeth first before answering him. i clearly cannot stay calm.
"ARE YOU THAT DUMB TO NOT KNOW WHY AM I PISSED? AND YES I AM. MOST PROBABLY BECAUSE YOU MADE ME PREPARE A "SPECIAL" LUNCH FOR YOU YESTERDAY, I CLEANED THE HOUSE AND EVERYTHING, I MADE IT REALLY SPECIAL FOR YOU! I COOKED STEAK, I DID EVERYTHING THAT I THOUGHT WOULD MAKE YOU PROUD OF ME AND THAT YOU WOULD FEEL SPECIAL ABOUT! AND THEN I GET WHAT? I WAITED FOR YOU ALL DAY! AND I GOT NOTHING! THE FOOD GOT SPOILED AND EVERYTHING WENT TO WASTE! NOW YOU'RE ASKING ME WHY?" i exploded.
"Carrie i didn't know that you'd do all that. I am so sorry."
"HOW ON EARTH WOULD YOU KNOW, BRAD? HOW?!"
"I am terribly sorry Carrie, I really am. I promise it won't ever happen again."
"you know you shouldn't have left a note if you know you wouldn't make it." i say a bit calmed.
"i'm sorry, okay? I was really gonna come back yesterday..but then.." he said.
"but then...what, Brad?"
"But then, Kim came home yesterday lunch..."
"oh.." were the only words that came out of my mouth.
"yeah... she uhmm.. left the kids with her parents. We kinda talked things out already.. I asked her about the issue about her cheating on me. She said it wasn't her.. " he said. "she said she only came back to get some things because they'll stay there longer so she's gonna pack more clothes. She kinda asked me to go with them." he continued.
"so, i ah..i guess this is it... this would be the end of our one-week relationship.." i let out a chuckle. i held my head up trying to hold back tears that are forming on my eyes.. "you have a safe trip.." i turned around because tears are already streaming down my face. "Thank you for the best 5 days of my life. thank you."
"Carrie.." he hugged me from the back. "I didn't agree to go with her..that's why i'm here.. She left earlier today.. after i took her to the airport, i went straight here. Then when I got here, i saw you sleeping on the couch so i carried you up here and prepared breakfast. The I heard something from here which i think is your alarm clock so i went up and now this is happening. I am very sorry Carrie."
I held his hands. "But why didn't you go? i mean, she's your wife and your kids might be waiting for you."
"I can't live without you. I can't handle the fact that i wouldn't see you for days. I don't know what i would do without you, Carrie. That's why.."
I faced him and wrapped my arms around his neck. "So you mean, you chose me over your family?" i say with a slight grin on my face.
"to be honest, Carrie.." he says that removed the smile on my face. "i still don't know.. i mean, I don't think I can leave my kids alone..I can't leave Kim."
"oh..." i muttered as i sit on my bed. I can feel tears streaming down my face. "i..i don't know what to say Brad."
"I love you Carrie, i love you. I just can't break my family.. you know..it'd hurt my kids.. I don't want to be the one to hurt them. I want them to have a complete family just like everyone does." he says as he sits beside me.
"me either Brad, I don't want to be that person who ruins a family. I don't wanna be a homewrecker. But Brad, I can't stand being without you everyday either. Knowing that I will only be with you if you sneak out every night which may not even happen.. That in a few more days i'll be alone here again, that i will never wake up to your smile, that i'll never get to kiss you again, that i'll never be able to hold you again or hug you tight and cuddle with you. I can't afford to lose you Brad, I can't." i say crying already.
Brad hugs me. "You will never Carrie. It's just that after 2 weeks everything will be different. We won't see each everyday. I may not be able to be here everyday. I will not see you wake up each morning. I may not get to kiss or hug or cuddle with you everyday, But Carrie, i will do everything it takes just to be with you. It may not be every single minute of everyday but i will be. We will still be together. We will still get to see each other. Just not as frequent as we used to."
"But Brad! what if we get caught? we were already seen by the paparazzi the other day. We still don't know what they're up to. Why they haven't revealed the pictures yet.
"I know! but i don't know what i would do without you Carrie. i don't know what would happen to my life, Carrie. I don't want us to end. please." he says as he kisses me.
"hmmm...Perhaps we could still enjoy are remaining days together" i say with a grin. I just have to think positively about all this ..
"ohhh... how about we start by.." he says as he leans in on me that makes me lay in bed and kisses me. "whadya think?" he says as he winks at me.
"BRAAAAD!!!" i shouted "okay" i say giggling .
"well get ready Missy, you're on a tough ride!"
"could i be anymore ready?" i say giggling.
"well, shush now, babe." he says as i felt his lips crashing into mine.
THEN THE NEXT THING HAPPENED :))
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