Keeping Marie

Chapter 1

*Okay, so you think this is just another love sick story that you aren't going to be able to get Enough of ,well let me tell you why you're completely wrong*

Not all stories start the way you expect them to! It's just another love story, but shocking dramatic changes in Marie's life. Read more to see what it was like when she lived the life she absolutely adored.

I can remember the last sweet smell of her, the smell I wish I could always have the smell of the one person I miss but not only her but the sweet softness of his lips so full but rough enough to make me go back for more, I miss them the most!

I never knew what it was like having a mom or dad. I was always bounced around or put back in the pot for something better. I was like the black jelly bean nobody liked me and it was hard growing up knowing that. Not even my own parents wanted me but it’s whatever, right?

I think not having parents who didn't want me made me who I am today, it made me realize that I don't need the love from them to make me a happy person ,well it was until I had the best ,most perfect people to make me feel complete.

It’s going to start from senior year of high school. I went to Alpine high school. My life seemed like it was at ease I finally was remembered well I at least thought so, but it never, ever is how you imagine it, well at least not for me. I had the three most perfect friends, they were always there when I needed them to be, it was Taylor, McKenna, and Jacey. I didn't have to ever worry if they were going to leave me or not. They all had a perfect life, well in their case anyways. When I was 7 I was told to live with my Aunt Helen. I didn't really see her much as a child but I was fine with having a safe place to call home, my own bed to call mine. I grew up with my aunt I was taught everything a mom teaches her daughter by her. Only she wasn't my mom.

I was always so hateful towards my parents. I hated the thought of them giving me a life but one they couldn't take care of , I hated obsessing over the idea of what they even looked like. I hated them an couldn't ever forgive them. I was fine with Helen though she taught me that love can exist from the heart with forgiving those who have broken it. Over time I stopped crying at night wondering why my mommy and daddy didn't want me, It crossed my mind over many nights alone in my room, but I didn't want to waste a sad salty tear on two people who never even gave me a tear.

Enough about them, this is about me and this is just the beginning.

It was thirty to the bell and I was totally ready to get out of that school, I wasn't noticed by many just my three friends. I couldn't wrap my mind around them ever leaving me but friends aren't always who you think they are. Oh! And most of all

Spencer Halyard.

I had the biggest crush on him! Since 5th grade. Yeah, yeah I’m sure you already have this image of a blonde boy with a built body also known as the football quarterback, and the worst part about it all was it was completely true! I spent all 7years obsessing over this boy. Yeah I mean, not once did he ever notice me. Being invisible was like a daisy in crowd of roses. Everybody picks the rose rather than me, the daisy, you get the idea.

My mind was gone, lost in thought about being invisible, my parents, my life and where it’s at right now, by the time that I looked at the clock and seen there was only 2 minutes of class left. I rushed to trying to finish my classwork. "You look a little rushed ,  do you need some help?", a small chuckle fell from his lips a small side grin making me roll my eyes annoyed, " I'm fine I don't need it", I didn't even give him the slightest look to even see who it was. The loud bell is what told me I had to turn in what I had finished which was 5 questions out of 16.

Great.

I grabbed my bag as students rushed towards the door. I pushed my paper in the basket an walked out the door. I began my walk to my locker or to any friends I seen in sight. I felt the presences of someone next to me, making me look over. " Hey its Marie right?" , the tall skinny boy said walking adjacent to me , this voice was defiantly something I heard before ,but honestly I couldn't think as I walked past spencer's locker with three or four girls laughing ,giggling, boobs pushed up to their chins an so much makeup they looked like a coloring book. "From 6th period? We jus-", his voice was cut off as I interrupted "yeah, yeah I remember", I said shooing him with my hand trying to rid of this boy I had no clue of “yeah! I’m Alan by the way!", I turned my body an stopped walking to look at the skinny boy, who obviously wasn't getting the hint I didn't want him around." look I’m in a hurry did you need something?', I said with the most annoyed voice possible ,maybe giving him a stronger hint. He chuckled a small one with a half-smile so bright an eager, but for what? it didn't matter he was in my way of doing something more important, yeah it was mean but I wanted to ask spencer something before he left , and this Ames kid was stopping me , " yeah I um know it may come off weird but, do you want to maybe catc-", his eyes so bright green ,an eye lashes long, with dark brown hair ,a smile so big followed by crinkles under his eyes, and big veiny hands shoved into the tiny holes of his black denim skinny jeans  ,before I could let him even finish that sentence I was already running towards spencer on his way out the schools front doors." no sorry! I’m busy!" the smile that seemed so confident faded to a confused look with eye brows scrunched an sad eyes he shook his head and walked off hands still in his pocket. I rushed out the door before I missed him but by the time I was out the front school parking lot he was gone and nowhere in sight. I sighed the biggest sigh an hugged my binder in arms an began my walk home.