You're in my mind

The thought of losing you made my heart skip a beat making my mind hurt as I try to stay up on my feet. It's really difficult to not think about you everyday with this corrupted world I have to pray that we will stay by each other's side. I'm trying my best to confide this  pride that controls me but I still I hope for a better tomorrow where I won't have to worry about being alone in sorrow looking back at the advantages I didn't take putting your heart and my love at stake as you say the word that makes me want more that's why I drink that poison to keep my chest sore so I wouldn't feel the other pains that surround it. I'd hate to not make you delighted with how we turned out, but being alone here really puts me in doubt that it will work out how we planned it. Who's else world do you make shine even with all your imperfections your smile still makes me blind. Who else can I trust when all of it has been confiscated forcing myself to think this way makes me frustrated but I have to push on.