Every night i head to bed
And all these thoughts just swarm into my head
What am I doing tomorrow
What happened today
When will I get that cat I’ve always wanted
How will my current choices pave my way
How are my friends doing
I miss them too much
And what about my family
I really should keep in touch
How are some people so damn lucky
Why do i have so many negative thoughts
What constitues a ‘good’ person
Maybe humanity just has that many faults
What’s gonna happen in the future
How long will the earth last
This is getting kinda depressing
Maybe I should take some time to reminiscise about the past
Am i honestly happy right now
I don’t actually know
I think I really am
But sometimes it’s a little hard to show
Why’s everything so complicated
I guess it’s cos of our brains
If i spend my thinking time sleeping
The rest would reduce the morning head pains
Believe me though, these thoughts are genuine
I’m not trying to keep up a pretense
Now I really should put my phone down
Gotta stop all this nonsense
Goodnight.
