Gone [ViceRylle One-Shot]

Sana hindi ko nalang siya sinaktan.

Sana hindi ko nalang siya niloko.

Sana minahal ko nalang siya.

I was wrong and I can never make things right anymore. 

I hate how I just realize this now,

now that he's already gone.

"Mga kapamilya, please welcome, ang nagbabalik, ang fresh na fresh na ulit, after almost a year, Vice Ganda!" 

Isang baklang-baklang Vice ang lumabas mula sa LED ng studio ng Buzz ng Bayan. Red V-neck shirt, denim short shorts at red high heels. Ngayon lang nag sink in sa akin na bumalik na pala talaga siya. My feelings are still the same. Mahal na mahal ko pa rin siya at nireregret ko pa rin ang lahat. 

It was all my fault why he left. He gave me his heart but I broke it and now, I want him back but he's already gone.

"Yeheeez nemen jen! Magandang hapon po sainyong lahat, opo totoo ito at hindi panaginip, I'm baaack! Hi Tin!" 

"Wow Vice ikaw na ba talaga 'yan? Grabe ibang-iba na ang itsura mo! You look really happy!" 

"Kakasabi lang, paulit-ulit? Hahaha! Oo ako na nga 'to." He said and laughed. "I look happy because I am happy! Sobrang happy."

Now tears started to fall down from my face. 

I agree with Toni na mukha na talaga siyang masaya. Sobrang iba na siya compared to how he looked 10 months ago. Now I can say how I really ruined him. How I broke his heart.

"Pagod na ako Vice." Karylle said after closing the door of her unit.

"So ano Karylle, ganon ganon nalang 'yon?! Kapag pagod, susuko nalang? That's bullshit!" galit nang sabi ni Vice. "Ang lakas din ng loob mong sabihin yan 'no, ikaw na nga ang may kasalanan dito."

She sighed.

"For the past three months, away lang tayo nang away because of you acting strange!" Pagsisi ni Vice sa girlfriend niya. "Lumalaban ka pa ba Karylle? Oh ako nalang nagpipilit na ayusin 'to?"

She started to cry.

"I'm sorry kung nagrereklamo ako ha." He leaned on the wall at his back. "I just can't stand this anymore! Sagutin mo nga ako! Mahal mo pa ba ako?"

She did not answer.

"Ha? Karylle? Mahal mo pa ba ako?" Wala pa rin siyang nakuhang sagot kaya naman nagsimula nang tumulo ang luha mula sa kanyang mga mata. "Answer me!"