Luhan woke up to an empty bed. Very rarely does he spend the night in Sehun's dorm.
It didn't matter that the two had been dating for almost three months, Luhan was still shy around his gorgeous boyfriend.
The nights that Luhan did spend at Sehun's was filled with hugs, kisses and cuddles. Sehun barely let the smaller go. And in the morning Luhan would wake first and shuffle into the kitchen to make breakfast. Sehun would notice the empty bed and follow sleepily behind the pink haired male.
But this morning when Luhan rolled over, his hand hit the cold mattress instead of Sehun's warm body. Luhan sat up, pulling the blankets up to cover his exposed body. He bent down and grabbed the first item of clothing, which happened to be Sehun's sweatshirt. Luhan tugged it on along with a pair of shorts he had left last time he visited Sehun.
Luhan stood up, groggily rubbing one eye as he tried to think where Sehun would be. He finally caught sight of the male standing outside in his balcony.
Luhan smiled softly and slowly slid the door open. If Sehun had heard him, he made no move to show that he did. Luhan hesitated before slowly wrapping his arms around Sehun's body, gently rubbing his hands over Sehun's (washboard abs) torso.
"Good morning love." Sehun said quietly. Luhan pecked the back of his shoulder, silently telling him 'good morning' as well.
Luhan moved next to Sehun, turning towards the male, "What are you doing?"
Sehun shrugged, looking out over the campus, "Thinking."
The wind picked up, causing Sehun and Luhan's hair to whip around crazily in the air. Sehun's loose shirt billowed in the wind, outlining his thin physique.
"What are you thinking about?"
Sehun shrugged again, "Stuff." He paused at looked at Luhan who was staring so whole heartedly at him, "You and me." He bent down and connected their lips in a feverish manner.
Luhan turned completely to Sehun who grabbed his waist. With a gentle tug, Luhan was trapped against the railing but Sehun. The taller's arms on each side of Luhan, making him stuck in Sehun's embrace, not that he minded.
It was about to storm heavily. Luhan could smell the ozone in the air as the wind picked up. There was gentle thunder out in the distance, as if the storm was just waking up.
The sky was an odd mixture of dark clouds and bright sunlight. The storm clouds were patchy and covered a small area. Luhan could seen the clear skies off in the distance. The contrast was gorgeous.
Sehun nosed at Luhan's throat as the smaller looked up at the sky, mesmerized by its beauty.
"I think I want to tell you."
Luhan looked down, bringing himself to stare into Sehun's stormy eyes. Luhan noticed for the first time how much his eyes reflected the stormy skies above.
"Tell me what?"
Sehun sighed, resting his chin on Luhan's shoulder. Luhan couldn't help but smile as he hung onto Sehun, his hands grabbing onto the latter's sleeves as Sehun embraced him tightly.
"How much you mean to me." Sehun whispered, his lips ghosting over the shell of Luhan's ear.
Luhan buried his face in the taller's chest but Sehun only chuckled and kept talking.
"I didn't know I would find someone. I had been hurt beyond repair when I was younger. My father, mother, Yixing...nothing made it any easier. I only wanted love."
Sehun hugged Luhan tighter.
"I was too weak to hold onto what I had. I lost it. But it made me realize that I wasn't cut out for love. So I didn't." Sehun pulled away. Luhan stood in front of him, his eyes flickering over the taller's face in confusion. Sehun dragged gentle fingers against Luhan's cheek, "Until I met you."
