Love, Lust and other desires

1.~• Lust •~

I looked into his eyes seducing him with my smile as I bite my lip.
He can't help but watch and it infires every part of my body. My thoughts go haywire imagining his touch on me.
This has been going on for so long, the flirting, the secret glares the innuendos, just everything.
I felt guilty yet attracted, yes I was attracted to him. That man with the sultry look in his brown eyes, quiet demeanor , blonde hair and great body.
As forbidden as it was, we were still having these unholy feelings for one another.
I had waited so long, with excruciatingly long nights and days for it to go away. To ignore him and every time I failed miserably. Although none of those instances had I fallen deep into the sinful path I feared to enter.
Not until tonight that is...
I don't even know how... but we ended up in the hallway of this club we both attended separately.
He had me pinned against the wall, our eyes locked and he blinked from my eyes to my lips.

" Do you know how long I've been keeping myself from tasting these lips of yours?"

I could hear his heartbeat as his chest was pressing against mine..
We were clearly holding back, we both wanted it.. no we yearned for it.
But our better judgement kept these actions at bay... and back then it was mere child's play compared to this. I could feel it this time he was as blunt as I was feeling.
I leaned forward as he held my arms in place, lips against each other.
Our breathing hitched as the mere feeling sparked a fire between us.
Provoking him, I slid my tongue licking his lips slowly. I curled up the tip when I reached his upper lip.
At that moment he devoured my mouth, hungrily tasting every inch of it, illiciting a moan from me... when I felt his bulge press against my lower abdomen.
His lips parted from mine, and he took my hand in his.. attempting to get us out of there.
-" Wait!" I said pulling his hand towards me, making him stop and turn.
-" What?" Slightly confused and annoyed at the same time. That was the look on his face as I interrupted our little moment.

-" We can't just leave ... people will notice."
-" So?, let's just say I'm taking you home because you're not feeling well."

He said nonchalantly as if the attraction between us wasn't obvious enough.

-" Our friends won't buy that. They think we are always too weird with each other."

I say trying to make a point. But he clearly doesn't care. It's like he's had enough of waiting. Or maybe he's just had one too many drinks. Either way I still want him and he still wants me.

-" And ? That's not a reason."
-" Ok, how about we meet somewhere?"

Those words that came unconvincing even to me, I really couldn't wait to be with him.. just the two of us. Finally getting rid of this sensation that was eating me alive.

-"  Selene, no one's gonna find out. Just say you're in that time of the month. Now come on."
He let go of my hand walking in front of me, approaching our table he said to the rest of the guys.

-" Hey, I'll be going home now. I'm taking Selene. I bumped into her coming out of the bathroom and she's not feeling well."

Quickly Adriana stood and came rushing to me inspecting every inch of me.
-" What is it? "
Her eyes widened as she looks straight in my eyes.

-" I'm just not feeling well... I started getting some cramps and I just got my period."

I lied, as it only made sense given the fact I just came from the restroom.

-" Oohh, do you want me to come home with, I can take care of you." Her voice sweet and soothing yet worried.

-" Oh no sweetie, don't worry. Have fun, besides its just cramps. I'll just have some tea and rest." I smiled attempting to comfort her, easing her concern.