Unexpected Ray Ray Love Story

YN: Dad.....Dad? Omg was I really seeing my dad? My dad died 6 moths ago and I'm still grieving from his death, I'm the 4th child out of 9(I'm 14 btw, 15 in a month), It was so hard for me to tell my younger siblings that my dad had died. When he died I went into depression mode, I was anti and didn't go to school for about two months. Before he died we weren't on good terms(my dads name was Raymond), there was a lot of arguing and my dad abused my mum but I never stopped loving him. Since he left it's been hard because he was the provider of our family, but now mums struggling to put food on the table for her let alone 9 of us! Our fridge is always empty, we can barely pay rent and we're going to get kicked out soon! I wish he didn't go, apart of me feels angry that he left us like this, if he didn't leave us everything would be okay, we would atleast get a decent meal everyday, but I guess for people like me life's a real struggle.

Dad: Hey babygirl, I miss you so much, I'm sorry I left you guys like this,just know life's gonna get better& I've never stopped loving you!
YN:Daddy! I've missed you soo much, how can you possibly say things will get better when right now everything's gone from bad to worse*cries* I wish you didn't go, I wish you never left us, I wish-
Dad: shshsh bubba*wipes your tears* come and give your old man a hug*they hug* you may not see me everyday but I'm always with you
YN: Just as I was hugging my dad I felt cold water dripping on my head slowly reaching my lips,I woke up to see my sister splashed water on me and yelled"Wake Up, Wake up!!" (Dani, my sister was the child that came just before me).
*Dani's POV*
I was awoken by the sound of YN yelling out daddy, daddy, obviously our dad was dead so I went to check on her, I saw her hugging mid air, I thought it would be funny to play a little joke on her so I went to the bathroom and got very cold water and put it in a small bucket, I started slowly dripping it on her head.......
YN: Ahhhhh you bitch man, why the fuck would you do that? :| kmt!!
Dani: Calm down pretty girl *laughs* It was a joke.
YN: No I won't calm down& why are u even in my room?! Get the hell outta here you skank, making my room smell of fish, go wash ur fanny-
Dani: excuse me, watch your mouth okay, you need to learn some respect, fucking little bitch, your lucky I haven't slapped you already!
YN: you won't do shit, so fuck o-
Dani: * slaps yn* don't test me bitch!

YN: *runs out of her room into her bathroom* I decided to leave YN to cool off.
*YN POV*
I can't believe she did that to me*cries*. After she slapped me I ran into my bathroom, I saw a red mark forming on my cheek " Ffs, how am i meant to go to school like this?!" A quick tear escaped from my eye, I wiped it and decided not to go back to bed but to get ready for school.
I did my hygiene and went to my wardrobe"hmmm what to wear?" I decided I wanted to look cute today so I got out my white crop top with a cheetah print at the back, white high waisted jeans(I rolled them up at the bottom), my white airmax's and some cheetah print accessories.
I had to cover up the red mark on my cheek so I let out my hair, my hair was long, wavy and jet black. I curled it and then I was good to go! I grabbed my Burburry bag from my wardrobe and headed downstairs.

*Mums POV*
I heard yn coming downstairs humming her dad's favourite song, that made my heart hurt, even though he physically abused me, he loved me, I miss him so much, we all do.

YN: oh hey mum, I didn't know you would be awake this early, it's 5:30 am

Mum: Ruby woke me up early, I'm just getting her some milk, why u up so early?

YN: urm.... I- I couldn't sleep.
Mum: yn, what's that on your cheek? It looks red.

YN: *quickly runs upstairs*.
*Yn's POV*.
I quickly ran upstairs because I didn't want my mum to ask questions about my cheek, I went to my dressing table and sat down on my chair, I realised I forgot to put my make up on so I applied some foundations, then penciled my eyebrows, put some falsies and mascara then black eyeliner and to finish off some blush on my cheeks.

I took a quick selfie on my iPhone (before my dad died he bought me and my 3 elder siblings IPhone 5s's, my dad was ballin') and uploaded it on insta and hashtagged early morning antics before school! In about 3 mins I already had 20 likes, wow! People on Instagram and at school only see a pretty face, the don't see the broken heart inside.

*Mums POV*
Yn ran up the stairs as soon as I asked her about the red thing on her cheek, strange, Anyways I'm Yn's mum, I have 9 kids
Tanisha 28
Nathan 25
Danii 18
YN 14
Laila 12
Daniel 9
Elijah 5
Ruby 9months
and yes I am sadly a widow....

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