As I lie here; alone
I wonder:
Why do I always
Search for the things
I know I am not to find?
Why do i
Try to find things
I know will bring only pain?
Losing my reasons
Yet fighting
For them any way.
Opening wounds
That I thought
Had healed long ago.
Destiny is not
Kind to me
Nor is faith.
Moving on I must
Moving forward I refuse
Yet wonder why it hurts.
Just let me go
Free me from my path
Those roads so dark.
Release me
From my doom
Let me fall where i may.
Why do I always
Search for the things
I know I am not to find?
Why do i
Try to find things
I know will bring only pain?
sorry bout the typos in this one guys!! wrote it on a iphone and autocorrect decided to have fun -.-