ano nga ba ang love?
ang so called...
butterflies in your stomach?
something that no one could live without?
something worth fighting for?
pero
pano kung, wala na yung pinaglalaban mo?
what will love be?
i never knew that loving him would hurt so much
3 years...
yan ang itinagal ng relasyon namin.
but
all of it
was a lie...
"First! ano ba?! ayoko na ng gantong joke! its not funny anymore!" i said as i tried to hold back my tears
"Im sorry, Jane. I just dont love you." he said with his voice cold and solid
'ayoko na... 'di ko na kaya... pano na yung tatlong taon naming pag-sasama? ganon na lang ba kadaling itapon yun para sa kanya?'
"First, please... i love you." i said between my sobs
hinawakan ko sya sa braso.
pero, tinanggal niya lang yun.
"ilang beses ko ba kailangan ulitin sayo? pinaglaruan lang kita. simula pa lang, alam mo kung anung ugali ang meron ako. what im capable of doing... pero ano? pinilit mo pang
ipagsiksikan ang sarili mo sakin? this is not love, jane! this is desparation mixed with obsetion. grow up jane!" he said with his voice high.
sinubukan kong pakalmahin ang sarili ko, tsaka huminga ng malalim.
"may ginawa ba kong mali?" tanong ko sa kanya habng nag-kikiskisan ang mga ngipin ko
"minahal mo ko, jane. yun ang pag-kakamaling nagawa mo." he said
then he walked away without looking back.
im Khynny Jane Morales...
and this is my story...
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next update will be tomorrow ;)
~minah d.
p.s: khynny - kai-ni ;)))
