***MATT***
I can't stop thinking about her, why did she do to me? I mean it just was a kiss...means nothing...right?....wrong!!!! It was my first kiss and I gave it to her without thinking. But damn if I could go back and do it all over again, I wouldn't stop. I just hope she feels the same way. The kiss said it all, right? UGH!!!!. Wait I could text her.
****ABBY****
I can still feel the kiss. Is it wrong to say I want more?? When I told him we should go slow it almost killed me. I didn't want to go slow but seeing his eyes, his big green eyes hit something deep within me. I could see he wanted more but didn't know how. Now saying that I know more than him...I just have ideas...that now have to wait...UGH.
My phone buzzes from the corner of my bed. You could problably guess that I went over to the bed grabbed it. Opend it, and read the message that Matt sent me...Wrong!!! Very wrong. This is what happend. Me being the most moron of a person jumped out of the bed, fell on the floor, not to mention got a nose bleed out of it, and got it all over the phone. Not only do I have to wait and clean myself up, but now I have to wait to read Matt's message!!! UGH!! Life sucks big blue balls.
15 minutes later***
Finally the damn blood is clean I would have just left it there to dry but I couldn't do that to my phone. OH GOD MATT!
MATT: So ummm... does the kiss mean I don't know....that we are together??? I -I mean its okay if we aren't ...
ABBY: For a nerd you sure are dumb
MATT: How am I dumb?
ABBY: Well you keep forgetting that I said your mine so that mean's that you can't be with anyone. You can't look at anyone, same goes for me. So if you want to label that then yeah we're together.
MATT: ...oh...
ABBY: What? Cat got your tongue?
MATT: ...No
ABBY: Then what's going in that head of yours?
MATT: Why would you say that something is going around in my head?
ABBY: Well 1. Your texts show that you are still in sure of all of this and 2. You don't want to put your self out there, because your scared of rejection right?
MATT:....
ABBY: Don't be scared. I wont reject you, trust me. Come 'on spill it I know you have questions...ask them.
MATT: Can I ask anything?
ABBY: Yeah...the dirtier the better;)
MATT: How does this work?
ABBY: You mean us?
MATT: Yeah
ABBY: Oh. That's easy well first like I said your mine and don't forget it. Two you get to set the rules.
MATT: Rules? I get to set them?
ABBY: Yeah the rules of how slow we're going
MATT: Does that mean about touching?
ABBY: Yup
MATT: So I can hold your hand
ABBY: You can do better than that, but yeah pretty much.
MATT: So I can do anything to you?
ABBY: Yup, am yours ;) but I do want our first time to be nice so its up to you.
MATT: O-O-our first time?? You mean like sex?
ABBY: Yes dummy
MATT: Oh ...so when can we start
ABBY: Start? Oh you mean having fun?
MATT: Yeah having fun
ABBY: We can start tmmr
MATT: I guess but tmrr is our last day of school....
ABBY: I know
MATT: Then its only going to last one day?
ABBY: No dummy we have all summer ....Alone ;)
MATT: What do you mean alone?
ABBY: Well my friends and I are going to go to a beach house and I want you to come
MATT: M-me?
ABBY: Yes, so what do you say?
MATT: I have to ask...
ABBY: Then ask, bye baby
MATT: Bye
*****MATT******
I am so lost.
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It sucks I know don't need to tell me but like always don't forget to
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