Time will heal all wounds.
Time will mend my broken heart.
Time will rescue me from this downfall.
Time will build me as a better person.
Because I know, I will be ok. Just not now, but in time.
No matter how good of a woman you are.
You will never be good enough to a man who isn't ready.
'Ayoko na sayo. Tigilan mo na ko, Hindi na kita mahal. Minahal lang kita dahil tinutulungan mo ko. Pakawalan mo na ko. Please.'
Those words. It hurts like hell. Slowly killing me. And made my life devastated and nowhere to be found.
I am Ei. I am a casino dealer and totally devastated from my last break up. His name is Richard. He is a seafarer. We've been together for 3 years and 7 mos. Ok. We just broke up.
Perfect naman dati e. Mahal niya ko at mahal ko siya. He's the perfect boyfriend. Until one day, bigla na lang siyang nakipaghiwalay sakin without knowing his reason.
'Hindi pa ko handangsabihin sayo. Hindi ko alam kung sinongpipiliin ko sainyongpamilya ko. Pakawalan mo na ko. Please lang.'
' Bigyan mo ko ngisang linggo. Hahanapin ko lang yungsarili ko. Gusto ko lang malaman kung ano yungtunay kong nararamdaman.'
'Pakawalan mo na ko. Ayoko na. Pagodna ko. Ayokona sayo. Hindi ko alam kung mahal batalaga kita. Sabing indian instructor ko, All the people who always help us are the people we always love but we love them because they help us. Bakakaya lang kita mahal kasinatutulungan mo ko. Sorry. Sigeingatna lang.'
Yan ang mga sinabi nyang lalong nagpagunaw nang mundo ko. Di ko alam kung panu ako makakabangong muli. Dahil ang hirap hirap. Ang sakit sakit.
Sana kayanin ko. Alam kong ngayon lang to. Lahat nang bagay, may katapusan. Pati itong paghihirap, alam kong matatapos din to.
BINABASA MO ANG
Devastated
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