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.eight

4:40pm

bambam was getting nervous as he made his way to jackson's, he just couldn't get the big question out of his head. he always had problems keeping relationships because of who he was. he can't count the amount of times his previous relationships ended because they couldn't deal with it, him. he thought the last guy was understanding and would love him no matter what, but he was wrong. he doesn't want the same thing to happen with jackson, it's too early to gain any feelings but god he caught them. bambam wants to truly be happy with someone who loves him for him, and he feels like jackson may be that guy. bambam had everything done so he could finally be comfortable in his body, so hopefully jackson would be accepting of him. he looked around the street and saw couples walking around, holding hands and being all happy. bambam held his own hands and imagined that jackson was there with him and it instantly brought a smile to his face. he was a block away from jackson's place and he felt more relieved after all his thinking, jackson's a good guy and he won't care about his past. he let go of his hands and jogged up to jackson's door and knocked.

5:08pm

"coming!" jackson yelled from inside, bambam could hear him running to the door and chuckled. bambam looked up at jackson and flashed him a smile, which was returned by the older boy. jackson moved to the side and let bambam inside, he instantly went to the couch in the living room. jackson closed the door and went to bambam, sitting beside him. "how are you?" bambam asked as he looked at jackson, "im good. I was just here waiting basically." he said with a smile as he looked back at bambam. "oh my god, what if i didn't come until later??" bambam asked as he blinked, and jackson shrugged. "i still would've waited until you got here." he said with a big smile, and bambam wanted to hug him because of how cute jackson sounded when he said that. "oh well that's very sweet but also very boring." bambam said as he chuckled lightly. Jackson nodded, "yeah it is pretty boring, ya know, waiting for your crush to arrive at your house and all." he said as he looked bambam in the eyes. bambam blushed and broke the eye contact between them, "yeah i guess i know." he mumbled then chewed on his bottom lip. bambam scooted over a bit and cleared his throat, "okay so i have something important to tell you. something that you need to know before you even think about being with me." he said as he looked at jackson, who was looking back at him. "shoot." jackson said as he looked at bambam who was now looking down. bambam stared at the floor and licked his lips before talking, "i wasn't always male, i was born as a female. i-im transexual." he mumbled as he fiddled with his fingers. he looked up at jackson, who looked a bit confused, "um what do you want to ask?" he said as he knew the older boy had some questions. jackson shook his head as he started to talk, "ok okay I know this is a stupid question but.." he babbled but got cut off by bambam. "no shh there aren't any dumb questions. i want you to understand, so go ahead." he said and ushered for jackson to continue. jackson nodded and scratched the back of his neck, "okay so what's down there?" he blurted out and gulped looking down at bambam's crotch. bambam shook his head and lightly chuckled, "i have a dick if that's what you're asking." he said with a smile. "ah okay I just wanted to know, and um you dont have boobs right?" he asked another question and bambam shook his head. "no i dont, i had everything fixed before i left my parents house." bambam said as he looked up at jackson, who looked shocked. "how the heck did you pay for all of that?" he asked with wide eyes. "um well luckily for me my parents were accepting and helped pay for half of my procedures. they wanted me to be happy in my own body so they made sure I was happy before they let me leave the nest. I had to work for the other half but it was worth it." bambam said with a big smile, happy about all the work he had to do to get to where he is today. "i dont even know why i asked those questions because i would love you either way." jackson said as he looked at bambam, who was blushing and hiding his face in his hands. jackson grabbed bambam's hands and smiled, "im bamsexual" he whispered into bambam's ear which made them both laugh out loud. jackson wrapped his arms around the younger boys frame and nuzzled his face into his neck. bambam giggled and smiled from ear to ear, "god this boy is so loving and understanding" he thought to himself as he wrapped his arms around jackson's waist. they both stayed there hugging for a good eight minutes before bambam processed what was said a while ago. "wait." he said into jackson's shoulder, "hm?" jackson hummed into bambam's neck. "you said you would love me either way. so, does that mean you love me?" he questioned as he pulled back from jackson with a small smile. Jackson furrowed his eyebrows and thought a while back, "oh yeah, i did say that." he chuckled nervously. "seriously?" bambam asked as he bit his lip. "yes seriously, im not the type of guy to lie about my feelings. i seriously do love you, and I hope you feel the same way?" jackson started off strong but slowly got more worrisome about how bambam would respond. bambam noticed jackson's worried expression and flicked his forehead and smiled, "of course why do you think im so open with you. plus im letting you hug me because i love you, i only let people i love touch me." bambam said as he smiled and went back to hugging jackson, who hugged him tightly. "bambam will you be my boyfriend?" jackson asked as he placed his chin on bambam's head, which was now nodding. jackson smiled and the top of bambam's head, they held each other lovingly for the rest of the night

--author's note

i love my gay babies. im so happy for them, they are so sweet and loving. also there's only about 2 more chapters maybe 3 im mot sure yet. but i have a new story im going to work on after this one, it's a 2jae story my #1 ship.