All is gone. There is nothing more that is left for me. He already took my every thing. My love, why did it come to this? I loved you since the day I met you. I was just plain afraid to tell you how I really feel. I still remember that day, on the fields. I was wandering when I saw an angel. Like a flower in a barren land, she stands out, as I came closer my heart pumps faster. Her heavenly face shines over the horizon, like the sun to the land. I was compelled by the beauty that was before me. The first word that entered my mind was “LOVE”. Yes! This is love. I feel it flowing through my veins. From that day onwards I set a goal. All I want is she, only she could make me happy. But now I am doomed. A handsome middle aged man barged into your life and stole your precious heart. Beatriz, you fell in love with him. You fell in love with Edward. He is my friend and I can’t blame him for falling in love with someone like you. I can only blame myself for my own failure. Ever day I see you two together I feel pain crawling up my spine. It was slowly tearing me apart. My heart, shredded to pieces. It only got worse. A ball was held everyone: the rich, the poor all of them are invited. I put on my most dashing suit for this extravagant event. When I arrived I wore a smile on my face. Full of confidence, I entered. To my surprise, I saw my beloved Beatriz among the crowd. I easily spotted her for she was as beautiful as a goddess. She glows with an exceptional radiance. Like a celestial being among us humans. A figure slowly approached my beloved. It was Edward. At that very moment I felt like someone tore my heart out. Bleeding, my heart is bleeding creating a crimson pool of pain. I slowly walked away and tried to have fun, but who am I kidding? I know I can’t have fun without her. I can’t have fun while I am being tormented by the fact that she is with another man. I decided to go home for I know that I will only be tortured by what I am seeing. That night haunted me in my dreams. Since then loneliness weaken my body and my very soul, battering down every last hope that I have. It was killing me slowly. I tried to bear the overwhelming pain. It was like trying to stop a river from flowing, it’s impossible. I don’t know what to do. I suddenly felt tears fall from my eyes. My heart is now filled with sorrow. I can’t take this anymore. I slowly realized that my unnoticed love is starting to change the way I act, move, and think. Days passed by as I walk I feel like my legs get heavier with every step I take. I saw them in a nearby bench. I do not know why I stared and tried to watch something that could kill me where I stand. They were so sweet, and then I saw the most disturbing image that I saw in my whole life. They kissed each other, as if there are no other people in the vicinity. All they cared about is the kiss. All my dreams are shattered. Hope lost. I suddenly thought that I’m better off dead than seeing these things and trying to go blind with everything that is happening. I ran home. The first thing that I did was to look for a pen and a piece of paper. I wrote goodbye to my family and friends and specially my beloved Beatriz. Then I held up a kitchen knife. I was trembling with fear. Doubt lingers in my heart and mind, should I do this or not? I made up my mind. Rather than slowly die while each day passes, I chose to die fast. I stabbed my aching heart with the knife. I did not feel anything for the pain brought by love was far worse. I started to fall and while on my way down I see everything my family, my friends, and my beloved Beatriz. It was like my whole life flashed back in front of my eyes. I fell and slowly shut my eyes. I am dead. Once I do not believe of life after death but know I do. When I opened my eyes, I saw my body lying on the floor. I was now a ghost. I went to Beatriz for I know that I won’t feel pain because I don’t have a heart to bleed and be torn apart. When I arrived I saw her arguing with Edward. I was shocked by what is happening. Then she said that they should end their relationship. Edward did nothing but slap my beloved in the face. How dare you to hurt my love! Then Beatriz ran. I followed her till we reached a familiar place. It was my home. She knocked and knocked some more, but no one answered. She forced the door open, and what she saw is my dead body and my letter. Tears go down her face. She ran to embrace my lifeless body. She cried out loud causing the others to notice that I took my own life. There is nothing more that we both can do. She whispered three words that made me regret everything. “I love you”. She loved me, now I am dead. I can’t do anything. I should have never taken my own life. If you think ghosts don’t feel pain, you are wrong. I proved this for I felt a great pain knowing that she too loves me, but now I am dead. We could have been happy together, but now I am dead. We could have loved each other till the day that we die, but now I am dead. I am sorry my beloved Beatriz. I will love you for all eternity. Good bye my love, good bye.
