I know that you can't
See them
But they always follow me
The demons I can't
Seem to escape
Even though I really try
Nothing helps
I'm dead inside
So sad
Nothing can save me now
They say to be your own hero
But I'm not that strong
Happiness isn't something
That you can force
So I don't let them
See the cuts and scars
And I won't tell them
How sad I am
And when I'm gone
They will realize
They should have tried
But it doesn't matter anymore
I'm trying to do this alone
But alone is the word I fear the
Most
I love you but
All I do is annoy you
You can't see us
Together
So you just pretend
I'm not there
I know I should stop
Trying
But I just
Can't
I need you to hold me
To the last bit of
Sanity
That's slipping through my
Fingers
As I cry and write
Words with
The blades
Stories in my skin
If you read them you
Will see
There's so much
More to me
But there's nothing
I can do except
Try my best to stay
Here alive and breathing in this
Nightmare
Maybe someday we can all
Wake up and realize it
Was all just a twisted
Dream
And nothing was as it really seemed
And the people we loved
Really loved us
And the pain hurts them beyond
Words
Because they've forgotten
That when they say
Dreams come true
That all the nightmares are
Dreams too
