This had to be the best feeling I had to have ever felt in a long ass time. I move my hand up to the side of her neck and bring her closer to me. Her lips still locked on me, she moved herself onto me. I move my right hand down her waist and my left hand on her butt. She puts her hands onto mine and lifts them up and pins me down. She looks down at me, smiles and leans in to kiss me. That's when I heard it, a knock at my door and the door handle turning. My eyes shoot open, I instantly stop her. I look up it's Jared and Krissy.
Their jaws drop open, there's a secret I didn't tell you about Jared. Jared secretly liked me, except it wasn't really a secret. I told him I didn't want to date anyone or have anything to do with anyone, relationship wise. I told him once I'm ready I would consider going out with him. He ran out of my room instantly, and Krissy ran after him.
"God what have I done?!" I basically scream in Karrys face. She instantly gets off of me. I stand up and grab my hoodie I set on the bed earlier. I look Karry in her beautiful green eyes, tears are overflowing. "Listen I have to go, I'm so sorry." I explain.
"Please don't go." she said as a tear rolled down her face.
"I'm so sorry" I say headed the door, I threw my hoodie on and headed out of my bedroom door. I run down the stairs, hoping to catch up to Jared and Krissy. I run to the front door and find them both, Jared chugging some flavored vodka.
"Jared listen, I was high and drunk; still am." I say, a little slurred.
"Save it, I knew it wouldn't ever work for us; why even fucking try?" He says looking down at the bootle then up at me. "But I hung on, I wanted to try it out because I thought you could be the one. But you know what? You screwed up, I don't really care when you're ready anymore, okay Jeni?!" He screamed at me. Jared stood up and took Krissys wrist and looked up her. "Take me home please, it's been a rough night" he asked her. She nodded and lead him to his car without any of them looking at me.
I sat down on the porch, I gathered my hands up to my face and completely bawled. I clawed my nails into the back of my neck and dug deep until I saw blood in my fingertips. I stood up and decided to just go up to my room and drink away from my mistakes. I open up the front door and run up to my bedroom. I completely forgot about Karry but when I ran up to my room and opened my door, there it was laying there on the floor, a note. Folded on the top there written was 'LOVE KARRY'
