It was December 5th of 1941 cary and I had been married for ten years but I got a ring on the telephone at 11:00 from a woman ,I knew that it was suspicious but cary wouldn't leave me right?right?I calmly answered the phone and said I was his secretary,she politely said well may I speak to cary we have a date tonight at mr.ravitoli's.I yelled for cary,when he got in the room he looked pale white he knew that I knew.I told him I was through,I packed my bags and left ,crying with cary calling for me in the distance.I looked back to see him get in the car and chase after me.My love was always one to fight for what he wanted,but with him being a giant movie star I knew he would leave me so I ran towards him to tell him Cary you are my true love but I have to let you find someone better.This is the first time I had ever seen cary cry.He shook me and shook me and screamed at me telling me how stupid I am,that he loved me most of all.I cried and told him that even though I loved him I couldn't do this anymore and I started walking.Cary always followed me around but the two of us never spoke a word to one another what once used to be will never be again...I soon found that I was becoming more and more sad.i noticed cary stop doing pictures but he did find someone else someone better and they were happy (I died a little and also felt better)IKnew my love could find someone who could be with him,I didn't want to tell him but I had become very sick with something they call depression and I became very suicidal and I didn't want to harm him so I had to leave......
