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Hello my name is Emma Scott

I'm almost 16 years old

I am like the other normal teens my age but I have a big secret that nobody can ever find out

I could lose ever thing if I told you the truth

I will never tell anyone the truth unless I comes down to protect the people I love

I wish I had a normal life with a normal family but I don't there is secrets in the house I live that could never be told out loud or ever thing would fall apart.

Let me start from 6 months from when all my world came crumbling apart.

But first a little background information that maybe help you more understand my situation.

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I can't stop this feeling of emptiness, I can't hide it either. I can't say I'm surprised that I feel this way I have not talked in 6 years.

I have been silent for the fear of anyone finding out the truth of why I don't talk. I am like any other normal 16 year old. The only reason why people pick on me and bully me is because I will not speak.

I hate myself and don't think I deserve to live anymore than I think of Liam Payne. Liam is my very best friend, if I didn't have him I wouldn't have a reason to live. I have known him all my life. We are still great friends even though I don't talk anymore.

There is also other reasons why I want to live and that is for the sake of my bother Jonathan and my Mother. But the same can not be said for my father.

My father used to be a great man but I know he can never be the care, loving father he use to be. I know he does not care about me anymore he just fakes it in front of every one to convince them that he is not the true evil monster I know him to be.

I think one day that he will be himself again; my loving father. I still have hope, but I don't know anymore if he can change or not.