Stop.

Me.

"I'm deleting everything sorry."

"God why are you like this. Everyone already knows just do it already."

"No you already know I'm not gonna do it, if I do everyone's gonna hate me."

"You're famous no ones going to hate you for being gay Jenn."

I still haven't gotten used to that word.

"Alyx, I love you really do but please, listen to me for once. I'm scared. If anyone knows they'd all hate me. Everyone would hate me. Not my fans, but my family."

All Alyx does is sigh.
That breaks my heart knowing she's frustrated of keeping things away from family and friends.
No one knows about us.
Not even our closes friends.
And it's all because of me.