Damn, Why You?

Prologue

Prologue

I didn't expect that falling in love would make my heart shattered into pieces. Life is sometimes cruel isn't it? I ask the sky why me of all people? I am a good daughter, I go to church every sunday, I pray before I sleep, I follow the rules and laws but why is this happening to me? How can a good girl like me face this so called heart ache, anxiety and helplessness. So I told myself maybe after this it would get better.

I wish someone would say that assurance I need so I can pick those pieces up even though I can see the cracks that would never be repaired. Life is a wheel for me because my fortune changes without me knowing. Most importantly why does it have to be two of the most special people in my life that has took care of me and who always cheer me up. Now I don't think the pain would go away because it hurts so much that I can't breath.

So here I am at the park counting the stars and crying myself to let out the pain I carry in my chest. I laugh hysterically after all the tears stopped and feel myself go numb all over. I had to embrace what happened to me and be strong for their sake and for my family's sake then close this aching heart of mine for me not to feel the pain, I thought it wouldn't be possible but I think my pain receptors aren't working anymore.

You know before this all started I was living the life of a happiness and fun. Never did it cross my mind that this shit suddenly happens and my world would be crashing down, if only I knew things like that would happen it would be less painful. I never imagine that all badluck would happen in one freaking day and I never expect it to be so soon that I just felt a mix of emotions that I could not sort out. Feeling pity for myself I walk to the sanctuary where I need to think.

Thinking in the park was my past time whenever I would look back on the things happened to me and then you never thought when life gets tough there will be someone who will make you feel again and you never thought that someone you didn't expect to care would be that damn person and he was there watching me to stand up. So I walk to where he is and asked him the question stuck in my mind, "Damn, Why you?"

So I'm gonna start my story before I thought I already knew him, the real and caring him.......

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This is the new version of the prologue, I changed some of it and added some too.... I wish that you would vote and comment for any suggestions or reactions.
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P. S. I am still thinking about arranging the story again so bear with me.