Louis POV.
Its been three days since i last spoke to Harry, its killing me. I have never had a fight like this with him, he never got so angry with me. I was stupid i know that, i told him that he wasn't good enough for that girl and all he wanted was to have sex with her, im such an idiot. Im sitting on 'our' bed with tears slowly coming down my face holding a picture of Harry and I at his 17th birthday party. I can remember that day as if it was yesterday. I remember him holding me in his arms, saying that he loved me til death does us apart. What a joke. It was oblivious to me that Harry would never come back to our flat, i missed him so much, i just hope he is safe and being a good boy. A knock was at the door, i slowly got up and walked over to open the door. Standing there in the doorframe was Liam, looking down at me, he knows how i feel about Harry and he was the only one that was sticking by my side ever since i said that to Harry. I gestured Liam to come in, he gladly walked voer to my bed and sat down next to me. He put his arms around my shoulder and held me there for a while, tightly and making sure i was okay, i love Liam i really do, he means everything to me, he is Daddy Directioner. Liam held my chin up and looked at me, he could tell i was crying, just as about he was going to talk to me, tears started running down my cheeks, i couldn't help it. Harry was my everything and i let him go. I lost my bestfriend, Larry will never be now. If i could take back time i would. Liam comforted me and said sweet things to me, i was slowly calmning down. "Louis, he will come around, give it time, stay strong, we love you, all of us, even if the boys are mad at you for going off at Harry, just keep holding on" My last tear went down my face, i nodded to Liam and said thank you. He kissed my head and walked out of the room. I layed back on the bed and closed my eyes.
*Flashbak*
"Haryy! Listen! Your no good for her! Your going to treat her like shit!" I screamed into my bestfriends face, he looked at me with hatred and sorrow.
"Louis! You have no idea what you have just done and caused, you are so rude! How could you say such a thing?!" He glared at me.
"Harry, all you want is sex! Your using her! Your a manwhore!"
"You have no idea what is going on between me and Stacey, why dont you shut ya mouth?"
"No, Harry, im saying what is true, i know you, you are my bestfriend, you use girls juts for sex, you get with them, then have a one night stand then chuck them out of your life forever the next day, its filthy."
"Firstly, i love her, she is everything to me, unlike you, you "were" my bestfriend" He spat.
"W-w-what?!" I couldnt believe it, Harry never said stuff like this, either did i, but i was looking out for him, well really Stacey.
"you heard me, your nothing to me anymore, goodbye Louis" With that he walked off, whilst i was there on the floor on my knees with my head in my hands balling my eyes out. All the boys came rushing in, asking what happened, i told them. Liam was the only one that comforted me, he said it would be okay, and Harry will come around, yer i hope so.
*End of flashback*
I opened my eyes at the sound of my door openeing. I looked up to see Zayn, not who i was hoping for. He walked over nad sat at the end of the bed looking down at me, still with hatred in those beautiful brown eyes of his, i dont blame him, im an idiot, i should never had opened my mouth. I sat up and sighed. "louis, im sorry, but you know what you did was wrong, im always going to be here for you, no matter what. I love you" I smiled, "Thanks Zayn, at least i can coem to you as well now instead of always taking Liam away from you guys.." I looked down at my thumbs and started fidgiting. Zayn didn't know i had those type of feelings for Harry. I have had them since week 4 of X-Factor, i started to develop a crush on him, and all i told was Liam, he understood and has been here for me since day 1. Zayn gave me a tight squeeze and walked out of my room, to leave me alone once again. I looked at the clock to see it read 6;54, it cant be that late already? Could it? I was about to open the door when i heard all teh boys chatting, saying his name, Harry was home, great. I just decided to hop into bed and go to sleep. I was slowly dozing off when teh door creaked open, who the heck would come into Mine and Harry's room at night, thats not Harry..wait a minute. The only person that does come into our room at night was Harry, shit, i layed there ebing quiest as usal trying not to make him suspicious. I felt his body collapse on teh bed, ever so slowly so he wouldn't wake me, sorry Harry but im awake. My breathing became heavier, i was so nervous and still really upset. I cant handle this, i cant keep this secret forever, but i have to keep holding on. I closed my eyes again, i could feel his curls on my forhead, what the heck? He then kissed it ever so slightly. "Im so sorry for everything Lou, i love you, goodnight" With that he turned over and fell asleep, his snoring was ever so perfect.
Harrys POV.
I couldnt handle this. I was standing at the front gate of our flats. I walked over to mine and Louis to see all the boys there, expect Lou. Thats tsrange, i opened the door and got greeted by all of them.
"Harry, we missed yhou so much, you scared the shit out of us, please never go without telling us" Niall said squeezing me evr so tightly in his beautiful arms. I hugged every single one of them. I decided to chill with them for a bit then head off to bed, i opened the door so quietly just incase Lou was in bed, sleeping, I peeped my head around the door, there was Lou, sleeping ever so quietly, his breathing was even, i plopped myself down, but something unusal happened, his breathing was even anymore, it was very un even, was he having a nightmare, i just laid there listening to him. After around a few minutes i moved my head to his head, kissed it slightly. "Im so sorry for everything Lou, i love you, goodnight" With that i turned over and went to sleep. I missed Lou so much, so why was i hurting myself even more, by playing with girls minds. Just using them for sex, like Lou said. Im a disgrace.
