Touched by light

Chapter 6

STRONG CONTENT IN THIS CHAPTER!

"Seek into yourself, and you will find the answers, that you seek."

I woke up to the sound of singing. I could hear a warm voice, sing one of my favorite songs, Rob Thomas - Pieces. I decided to eavesdrop, and I didn't regret it. Jax was such an amazing person. He was a doctor at the hospital, he could sing, and he could make me laugh. But I still had trouble with trusting him.
After a short while, I went downstairs and into the kitchen. He stood with his back turned towards me, so he didn't notice me entering.
"Nice way to wake up." I laughed as he jumped, because of the minor shock. "you sing seriously good."
"why thank you princess." he ran his fingers through his hair. "it's just a little thing."
"Well I enjoyed it, a lot." I snatched an apple. "So are you ready for some shopping?" I winked at him.
"You're gonna make me regret, am I right?"
"it's a possibility, but lets see how strong you can be." I kissed his lips softly, and ate the apple. "I wondered something, could I get a minor hair treatment?"
"Sure." he kissed my forehead, and gave me the most perfect smile.
"I'm quickly gonna brush my teeth, and then I'll be ready." he gently slapped my butt.
"hurry up princess." he had this huge grin on his face, that flustered my heart. I ran up the stairs, brushed my teeth, and ran down the stairs. As I was running down, Jax was standing at the end of the stairs smiling. I jumped into his arms, and kissed him deeply.
" So happy you are today." he held my cheek. "I like it."
"I just remembered something, that I told myself once." I smiled shyly. "I need to live a little, and take risks, to reach real happiness."
He took my hand, and guided me to his car, he even opened the door to the passenger seat. He started the car, and began to drive. We drove through green landscapes, and many tall trees. When I looked to the sky, I couldn't see any clouds.
"It's like I've never actually saw the beauty of the landscape, and I've lived here since the day I was born." every little thing outside amazed me. "I see it a different way now, much more clear."
"It sure is beautiful." he looked at me shortly, and looked back on the road. "I've lived here for 10 years, but well, I've worked most of the time, to earn enough, so I one day may be able to build a house for me and my future family."
"Well, it is an amazing place out here, a lot of space for children." I smiled, and for a split moment, I imagined a life with Jax, with everything a family should have. I quickly snapped out of it, to get back to reality. The truth is, I fall way to easy in love, and I was already at the point, where I couldn't imagine a day without Jax.
"if you had to choose one place, no matter where in the world it would be, what place would it be?" he squeezed my hand.
"well, I always wanted to go to China, because of the culture."
"China would be amazing, last year I visited Thailand, to se how their doctors worked." he smiled. "You should see the place."
"I would like that." I squeezed his hand. "well if I could go there with you."
"Maybe one day, we could." He turned on the music in the car, and the first song coming out, was Chester See - I'm falling for you. He began to sig along, and I joined in. My heart was flustered. I was only singing, when I was alone. And I hadn't been singing for a very long time, because of college, the attack last year, and every other mess in my life. A spark had ignited in our eyes, as we were singing. The rest of the car ride went by with singing. 

We arrived at a shopping center, a pretty huge one. The architecture was like a dream, elegant, and almost futuristic. 
"Shall we go in princess?" He gently took my hand, and led me inside. "Where to first?"
"That's up to you." I smiled.
"Well let's head to the perfume shop, so you don't have to use mine anymore." He chuckled so warmly.
"Sounds good." As we went inside the perfume shop, I was hit with so many smells, that it almost sent me into shock. "Oh wow." We looked through the shelves, and we both found 2 perfumes, that we thought fit perfectly to my personality. My favorit was Britney Spears perfume Fantasy.
"Next up, would logically be next to this shop, which is makeup." he sighed. "Could you possibly go in there alone? I don't really fit in in there, and there's a thing I want to buy, a little surprise." 
"Sure, see you soon handsome." I kissed his cheeks, and went inside. He went in the other directions.
"Hey miss, do you need any help?" a teenager with long red hair approached me.
"Oh, I'm just looking for some very neutral makeup, I'm not much of a user." 
"Well, we have a makeup kit, there's a primer, concealer, foundation, eyeliner, mascara, red matte lipstick, and a nude matte lipstick, blush and highlighter, eyeshadow palette, and brushes for each product. And then of cause makeup remover."
"That sounds exactly like what I need, I'd like to buy that."
"Perfect, if you'll follow me to the counter for payment." I followed her. "You have beautiful hair by the way."
"Thank you." I blushed, as I looked out the window, to see if I could find Jax. I payed her, and went outside, waited for about 5 minuttes, until Jax came back. He had a box in his hands, and a huge smile on his lips.
"how about the shoe store now?" I giggled. "these old slacks are pretty beat and old."
"well what are you waiting for princess?" his smile could light up every darkness. We walked towards the shoe store, and I saw all kind of shoes, stilettos, flats, flip-flops, and sports shoes.
"Wait here princess, I'm going in and raiding it for all kinds of shoes for you." I raised an eyebrow. "don't worry, I have money enough." he quickly kissed my lips and my forehead, and ran inside. I saw him pick so many shoes, that I couldn't even count them.
"having fun?" behind me was the sound of Justins voice. I felt my stomach turn.
"why are you talking to me?" I answered, without looking at him.
"oh so I can't talk to you?" he grabbed my arm. "so you dump me, and dive into him? Pathetic little witch."
"let me go!" I yelled, and people were starting to look at us. "you're hurting you psycho!"
"I want you back!"
"I don't want you, leave me alone you shitbrick!" as I got my arm out of his grasp, I slapped him. "I don't want anything to do with you, get it into your thick skull." a stranger came over, and grabbed Justins arms.
"Dude, leave her alone." the man looked angrily at him.
"Fine! If that's what everyone wants." then Jax came out with the shoe boxes, dropped them with me. He walked closer to Justin.
"If you're smart, you'll never come near her again." he grabbed Justins shirt. "I thought you were smart enough, to never get near again."
"So you choose little shit over family huh?"
"Anytime, she's worth it." and with that, Justin left,and I could breathe again.
"you okay princess?" he put his arms around me.
"Yeah, just a minor shock. Did you really mean it?"
"that you're worth it? Yeah, you complete me." he kissed my forehead.
"Oh my god Melinda, is that you?" a familiar voice sounded behind me, and I turned around.
"oh my god Ivy, it's been such a long time." I hugged Ivy tightly. She was the only friend I had back in high school.
"it sure has, how are you?" she still had her long curly red hair.
"I'm getting better, oh, and this is Jax." Jax and Ivy shook hands.
"so who was that douchebag?" she smiled at me.
"that was Justin, my sort of ex, and Jax' cousin." I sighed. "but he's definitely out of the picture now."
"Well, you got a better looking man now." we laughed.
"we're not a couple yet, but maybe someday. But yeah, Jax is by far the better looking. I'm living in his place right now."
"Yeah I heard what happened at your parents old house." she hugged me. "I'm still with Michael by the way."
"That's amazing Ivy."
"we're thinking of buying a house together." she giggled. "I should get going, have to get ready for dinner at moms place."
"Say hi to them all from me." she nodded, and we hugged before she left.
"She seemed nice." he squeezed my hand.
"I haven't talked to her since we went to two different colleges, she wanted to be a journalist, and as you know, I wanted to be a veterinarian."
"well, we could invite her and her boyfriend over sometime."
"that would be amazing."
On the last stop of our shopping spree, we went inside a clothing store. I was pretty tired, so I went quickly went through the store, and picked out 10 pairs of jeans, 3 pairs of loose pants, 15 pairs of underwear, maybe around 20 tank tops and tube tops. Then I grabbed 3 pairs of shorts, 4 pairs of skirts, and then 6 bodysuits. I knew it was a lot, but I kinda needed a lot of clothes, since all my old clothes and stuff were at Justins cabin.
"let's buy pizza tonight, and head home." he took at many backs, and boxes as he could. I nodded, and I took the rest of our stuff. We fought our way out to his car, and put all the stuff in his car, and got ourselves inside the car.
"I never knew, that shopping could be this tough." I laughed, as he tried to mimic me. "just you wait, you beast." he gave that kind of smile, that would make you think off him naked.
"I'll look forward to it." he kissed ny cheek, and held a hand on my thigh, as we drove off. The traffic was terrible. As we got out of the city, the traffic died down, and I looked towards where all the truckers parked, when they needed sleep. It was also the place, where people who shouldn't have sex, had sex.
"Park up there, and don't ask." I looked at him, as he did, what I told him to. As he parked I asked him to turn of his car, and the lights in it.
I crawled on top of him, kissed his neck and his lips passionately, and took off his shirt. I touched my cheeks, and fell into the hunger. He answered the kisses, and ripped off the shirt I borrowed. He gently bit my ear, as I moaned. I struggled, but I got my pants off, and opened his pants. I wanted him so bad, that I couldn't hold it in anymore.
"take me." I moaned into his ear. And so he did. He laid down the car seat, and flipped us around, and he laid on top of me, looking hungry. He thrusted me carefully. "harder." I whispered, and I could almost see his eyes change. Something inside him lit up, as he thrusted me harder. The longer we did, the car got steamed. You couldn't look out the window. As we were done, he fell on me, out of breath, but with a big smile.
"you're amazing princess." he gently kissed my lips. "nothing in the world can change, what I'm beginning to feel for you." he smiled at me, and his gorgeous eyes sparkled.
"you make me feel free." I kissed him, and hugged him tightly.
"I'm happy, that I can do that." we laid there for a while, as the steam slowly disappeared.
"I'll have to take one of my loose pants, as you ripped the pants I was wearing before." I raised an eyebrow at him.
"Sorry about that princess." he laughed at me, as we both threw on some clothes. "This was a perfect surprise."
"well, I couldn't really keep my hands off of you." I giggled. As he turned on the car, he looked at me.
"I'm so happy that you entered my life." he held my hand. "You make me so happy."
"and you make me happy Jax."
"One day I'll make you my girlfriend, but only when you're ready." he squeezed my hand. "And I'll wait as long as it takes." our fingers melted together, and he kissed my hand. We drove off, in silence, as we relaxed with music turned on.

As we got back to his house, it was already getting dark. He ordered meat pizzas online, so we could relax on the couch. I put my legs over his, while he was sitting, and I laid on my side. He stroke my thigh, as I smiled towards him. I checked my phone, but surprisingly, no messages or missed calls, only a reminder of the appointment with my psychiatrist the next day. I suddenly sat on top of him, with my arms around his neck. I licked the tip of his nose, and he gasped. And I giggled.
"you little." he flipped me around on the couch, and tickled me. He laughed, as I almost cried from my laughing.
"stop." I screamed and laughed at the same time.
"okay, okay, I'll stop." as we both sat up, we heard the speaker from the gate, and it was our pizzas. We both got up, and ran laughing to the gate. He paid the pizza delivery, as I grabbed the pizzas, and we both walked back inside. We plopped down on the couch, and dived in and ate our pizzas. And after a while, we were full.
"man this was good." I nudged his shoulder. "but not as good as earlier in the car."
"truly, that was amazing." he kissed my cheek. "I'll find our blankets, so we can sleep down here tonight." I nodded, as he went upstairs, and I threw out the empty pizza boxes. He came down, and we cuddled together on the couch, with our blankets covering us. He had an arm around me, and he kissed my neck.
"Goodnight my princess."
"Goodnight my prince."