the truth

The Girl

The girl
It was a cold but beautiful spring all the children where out to play, well everyone but me. I was not the most popular girl at school. Also with almost no friends. Becoming the most antisocial girl in town. I only had one true friend named Jenny. Well, let's just start talking about my life now. I go by the name Taylor but everyone calls me her. I am not sure if they even know my name. Although what ever they think doesn't bother me. Although have not cared less about them then my own life. I was just a normal girl with brown wavy hair. Everyone that had ever seen me said I was beautiful. Thinking that I was antisocial how could anyone think I'm beautiful. I don't get how a rude person could have the same beauty as a kind person. But what ever back to explaining my self. I was a girl with brown wavy hair light brown eyes. Although many guys say I have large breast and an average size ass.
Even though they think that about me, they dare not talk to me. I was never sure, but always whore showy clothes. The kind of clothes that let any man see my beautiful breast. Although they where always on display for all to see. I looked like a stripper with my booty shorts and crop tops but that didn't bother me anymore. Even though I look like a slut, I was a very rich elegant girl out side of anyone's view. I was still a virgin never had a single person touch any part of me. Even though I was eighteen and a senior in highschool I didn't mind. I never knew why I didn't have a boyfriend. Well that gets me into another topic but I will explain it later. like I have said before.

Best friends
Let's talk about Alyssa now. Alyssa was the nicest most beautiful girl I know. Her beautiful smile and her hair outer beauty fit her personality. I have known her since she moved here. She has been in town for five months now. Even though everyone knew she was beautiful. They never got to know her like I did. Nobody ever knew that she had a hard life. Also surprised to say cut like any average teenager. I tried to help but her being popular I could never talk to her. I lived on the other side of town from her. But, we still went to the same school. I caught my self zoned out with her looking at me. We because friends when she told me a big secret about Jenny. The

Jenny.
Jenny was the most "popular" girl in school. She had long strait hair and a beautiful smile. Although her smile and her hair i think her personality made her ugly. She talked to me every once and a while. I could never understand why a girl like her was popular. Alyssa was good friends with her and jenny. Well, Austin was obsessed with her. He gave her love notes and candy. Austin would have done anything to get her. I thought jenny was just spoiled and didn't like Austin. Although Alyssa told me the whole story. I never knew girl who could be more cruel after that. Jenny was still my friend. Only a friend nothing more. She will never know what I am hiding from her. Not even in a thousand years, or after death.

The boy next door
I knew Austin my whole life, but we never talked enough to be "friends". He was the guy that lived next door. He always thinks I have a crush on him. It gets pretty annoying, saying I like some other person. Even though I always thought he was a really nice guy. The only reason  we never talked because he was football captain and a star athlete. He only talked to me because I babysat his sister when he has to play sports. I always froze up when he asked me to babysit his sister only because of his looks. He was about six foot two with dark brown hair. Austin's eyes where almost like diamonds that matched his perfect face. While his perfect body with abs and large sized muscles. Just his body could make any girl fall in love with him. But why should I care. Like I would ever care not like I like guys. But, he was a star athlete with a perfect body. For all i know he could be dating the varsity cheer caption. Nobody cares anyways its just Austin.

Friends
It was only the same cold beautiful morning we began,only later. I was very tired that night after basketball games, and working with my friends. My last desire for the day was to sleep until the next Saturday evening. I tried to call Austin to ask him if he needed anything. He didn't answer so I decided to call his friend Tony. Which he always answered the phone. Nether answered which I got worried thinking about what could have happened. I then got up and dressed to go see what happened. I went outside to see if Austin was home. Well, he was with his friend Tony. I walked over to Austins house, then crept to through the back door. While waiting for something to pop out at me as if I was in a movie. I knew there was no reason to be scared, knowing they would be right on his bed watching a basketball game. Knowing there could be someone else inside the house I took a knife and held it firmly in my hand. Only then do I allow my self to go inside. I slowly walked into the back door scared out of my mind. Knowing this couldn't work out well I hide behind a table I'm the large living room. Calming my self down I ran upstairs to the rooms quietly. Breathing heavily I began to open the door. What i find Austin, Alyssa and Tony asleep naked. The football captain this can't be. Clearly I didn't even see that this couldn't be. Neither of them liked each other that well. In shock I dropped the knife and closed the door. This couldn't be happening how could they have done that.

Hope
All my hope for Alyssa was gone. My opinion on everyone has changed. I will never be able to see them the same. She will never be able to restore any of her hope I had for her. Oh my gosh she's coming.

"Hey Taylor" she says with a big smile

Turns around to see her. "umm, hi Alyssa. How are you."

Alyssa says as she grabs my hand."I was just going to the park with austin do u want to go with us."