I feel lonely I just got dumped,lost my only friend,and now I'm walking on a sidewalk miles from home. well miles to me in reality I'm three blocks away from home but thats not important.
What's important is my love life that has abandon me right now. I still dont know what I did wrong in my relationship for him to just end things like that. But it doesn't matter he's in the past he's erelevant.
"Excuse you"a woman I rudely crashed into without apologizing shouted. But right now I could care less I'm sure she's about to go home to a family to laugh with,love with,hell even fart with.Okay that was a little too much but you get the gist.
After arriving at my
apartment I couldn't do anything at the moment but slide down the wall and pity myself. This isn't me I'm better than this and stronger I can do this. With new hope I got up and did what anyone would do,I opened all the curtains took off my jacket and shoes and let loose."I like big butts and I cannot lie you other brothers can't deny when a girl walks in with an itty bitty waste and a big thing in yo face you get stu-." My singing got cut off when I looked through the window and saw a figure watching me. I went a bit closer and saw a man with an amused face watching. At first I just stood there like a fucking idiot,then my brain came back and I closed the curtains.
"No no no no no nooooooo"that was so fucking embarrassing holy shit,shit balls,shit shit shit. What is wrong with me I was so stupid to open the curtains wow.after sitting for a while the embarrassment went away slowly. The thing is I wasn't embarrassed for letting loose I was embarrassed because a stranger heard my horrible singing,and the bad thing is he was hot I mean hot hot.
Okay I need to focus on something else burning nose no stink ,thats what it was I stink I need a shower bad. When I finally got in the shower I turned the water hot in hope to wash away the bad day I'm having.
When I got out I made sure to close the rest of the curtains I dont want anymore accidents like last year. Or an hour ago either way it doesn't matter. I brushed my teeth and jumped into bed and I mean actually jumped into the bed like I was spiderman.
A bit childish I know but childish was my middle name literally my name is Rose childey Moore. Dont ask me ask my mother.At first I just sat in bed trying to get my thoughts together,when I finally did I turned the lights off and went to bed in hopes of a better day tommorow.
~
So did I do good?
Please note out any mistakes
Thanks for reading
YOU ARE READING
Chasing Pavements
RomanceI feel lonely I just got dumped,lost my only friend, and now I'm walking on a sidewalk miles from home. Well miles to me in reality I'm three blocks away from from home but thats not important. What's important is my love life the love life that has...