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W A R N I N G

This book deals with issues such as bullying, mental illnesses, suicide, and death. If you are easily triggered by these themes then STOP HERE, DO NOT READ. The aim of this book is to tell a story through someone else's eyes, not to trigger anyone. Thank you.

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C O P Y R I G H T

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Copyright © 2017 satinsomnia // Café Raine

All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law.

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A W A R D S

1st Place winner of the Wicked Awards, hosted by @TheWickedAwards

1st Place winner of the Flowers Awards, hosted by @TheFlowersAwards

1st Place winner of the Royalty Awards, hosted by @TheRoyaltyAwards

2nd Place winner of the Cats And Beyond award, hosted by @ProtectTheCats

3rd Place winner of the Imagination Awards, hosted by TIAwards2019

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E X T E N D E D S Y N O P S I S

Relapse, recover, repeat.

Relapse, recover, repeat.

Evelyn's life is a cycle, influenced by her emotional baggage and haunting past. Suffering from disorders and self-deprecating tendencies, she struggles to stay afloat, but only sinks deeper with her demons.

And then three chance encounters fill her with hope. The hope of forgiving and forgetting. The hope of falling in love. The hope of complete happiness.

Will this hope last? Or is it all an illusion?

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E M P A T H Y

For anyone trying to find themselves
among the chaotic mess we call life.

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D E D I C A T I O N

This story is dedicated to many, for making me realize opinions are overrated, and every sad, lonely, but still breathing soul ❤️

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E P I G R A P H

the ground beneath her feet was cold
and the hands warming
up inside her pockets weren't hers.
her head was empty of thoughts;
her heart was void of feelings
her mouth was dry and so were
her eyes. ❞

— @alittlefuckup

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( T R I G G E R ) W A R N I N G

- Bullying
- Depression
- LGBT
- Other triggering themes (check tags)
- Swearing
- Violence
*Contains mentions of:
- Eating Disorders

THIS BOOK DEALS WITH DARK THEMES AND CONTAINS SCENES THAT MAY BE UNSUITABLE FOR UNDER 16's.

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G E N R E S

Teen Fiction | Romance

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P L A Y L I S T

Beautiful ♫ Bazzi

Breathe Me Sia

Can You Feel My Heart ♫ Bring Me The Horizon

Dirty Laundry ♫ All Time Low

Finders Keepers ♫ Mabel & Kojo Funds

Lie ♫ Jimin 지민 ; BTS 방탄소년단

No Tears Left To Cry ♫ Ariana Grande

Now Or Never ♫ Halsey

Pain ♫ Three Days Grace

Praying ♫ Ke$ha

Sign Of The Times ♫ Harry Styles

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S T A T U S

Began // 23 • 6 • 17
Ended // 20• 7 • 17
Published // 24 • 7 • 17
Edited // 1 • 1 • 18

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