Back to square one | Vkook ff

Part 16

Taehyung p.o.v.

Jungkook sits down next to me again as soon as the other two leave, completely broken.

Tears had already left my eyes as soon as Jimin said my name. He knew i still loved Jungkook, i could just tell by the way he looked at me. So did Hoseok, making me hate his guts even more.

"Did you actually-"

"For a good minute, but i couldn't get myself to continue," Jungkook says, cutting me off.

I look over at the condom, confused.

"I jerked off in it idiot, i spend the rest of the time watching Jimin cry over how sorry he was."

Jungkook looks over at me, wiping away the tears that had stained my face.

"Did you actually think i would be able to hurt you like that."

I shake my head slowly, pushing back the storm of tears that had been trying to escape.

"Jesus come here cry baby," He says before being pulled into his arms.

That was it, i couldn't act though anymore. I loved him so much, just seeing him look at Jimin made me feel sick in my stomach. My tears stain his tshirt as i bury my face into his chest. 

"Are you really that upset about it?" he jokingly asks, "You must really like me then!"

I playfully hit him, my head still resting on his chest.

"Fuck! That was my dick!"

I chuckle at his sudden reaction, watching him grab his crotch in pain.

"You think thats funny?" he groans, my laughing only getting louder.

"Need a kiss on it?" I ask, obviously joking.

"Would suit you well!" He answers, unzipping his pants.

Hesitant i lean over, pecking the buldge in his underwear.

"Yo bro that's so gay!"

"There is nothing straight about us kook."

I stare at the ceiling as i lay on the bed. Jungkook was so comfortable with me liking him, the skinship he was allowing. It was confusing the shit out of me to the point it was driving me crazy. Jungkook had always been this confusing to me, kissing me, holding my hand, but then saying he didn't like me. That he had no feelings for me. Was he lying? I had no clue. That was what was making me go insane. 

"You want pizza?" Jungkook, who just got out of the shower, asks.

"It's eleven pm," I answer, taking in his half naked body.

"Well i already ordered, so we are going to have a midnight snack in bed."

I shake my head as i turn over on my side, giving me a better view of him.

He still had his somewhat abs, broad shoulders, and pale body. He still looked stunning even with his messy hair and tired eyes.

"Are you seriously checking me out right now?" He asks, raising an eyebrow.

"No i was just checking something."

"Checking what."

"If you were still as hot as you used to be," I chuckle, causing him to shake his head.

"And? Am I?"

"Definitely."