Right There

Chapter 1: Moving In

Right There

 I sighed as I stared at the mess of clothes scattered around the room, there was so much! I groaned and fell on to my bed, head first. I still couldn't process the fact that my family moved to the ocean state; Rhode Island, also the smallest and probably one of the most boring states in the country. I mean my parents couldn't have picked a worse place! So what if they met here! Ugh! My life's ruined, utterly ruined.I stared at the house as we pulled into the driveway. I sighed this is where I was going to live, this was my new home. I got out of the car and studied the house; it was pretty large with four bedrooms, and three and a half bathrooms, a basement that was finished, and a large backyard with lots of trees and a lake. My parents chose a secluded woodsy area for the house instead of one with lots of neighborhoods, or one in a city like Providence. We live in a town North Smithfield and I would be starting school soon, how exciting- not! I sighed and shook my head as I tried to clear my head of any negative thoughts. Anything could happen, I just had to make new friends and then I would be fine, I smiled as I remembered my old home near the beach, in Miami Florida. I used to love going to the beach with my friends, my wistful smile turned into a grimace as my mind thought about other things, things that weren't positive. Still I loved the beach, even when some memories attached to it weren't exactly positive to me like Jake my ex...

"Ryan." My moms voice pulled me my thoughts and she I took my bags and started to carry them toward the house numbly as I felt the anger boil inside of me as well as the hurt and pain. It had happened so long ago yet the wound seemed fresh.The trust still feeling shattered. Twice.  I took a deep breath and slowed down my rapidly increasing heartbeat caused by my fast breathing. It was the past and it wouldn't happen again, nope, not at all. My parents and I brought everything in and for the whole first week of August we unpacked everything and set it all up.

I laid down on my bed and just stared at the ceiling as music filled my ears as Lana Del Reys voice reached my ears.I closed my eyes as the music washed over me and before I knew it, I was asleep.