SOULMATES~ Black Butler AU

22.

*SQUEAL*

Ronald's P.O.V

I could feel my mind slowly twisting, changing into something new, something unbearable.

'I murdered Grace.'
'I murdered Grace.'
'I murdered Grace.'
'I murdered-'

"Ronnie, are you good?" Grell snapped me out of my thoughts.

'I murdered Grace.'

"Yeah I'm fine. Just thinking." I smiled weakly at Grell and William, noticing how Ciel and Sebastian had left.

"Isn't it funny?" I looked at William who had began talking.
"Isn't it funny how after 7 years Ciel has changed so much and Sebastian hasn't aged a day? Ciel still has the eyepatch and navy blue hair, but everything else about him is different. He's almost the same height as Sebastian and he now has the job of the Queen's Guard Dog, one of the few people who are close to her majesty. And Sebastian is still, Sebastian. Like Ciel's shadow, a guardian devil." I laughed a little at his statement. I remember them from school, I was only two years behind them but I remember hanging out with Grell and how he told me I was one of his few friends.

"Woah, you're zoning out again! Ron do you want to go see a doctor or something?" Grell put his hand on my shoulder.

'I murdered Grace.'

"Yeah I probably just need some rest. I'm gonna go home, I'll call in a bit." I walked out of the room, trying to keep my mind distracted.

'I murdered Grace.'
'I murdered Grace.'
'I murdered Grace.'
'I murdered Grace.'
'I murdered Grace.'

Well this was more depressing than expected.