Disabled. *SUPER SLOW UPDATES* (1D/5SOS FANFIC)

CHAPTER 5

I’m surprised Jase isn’t as mad at me it’s more like pity. He’s staring at me every time I wake up. The room is dead silent. Same with Louis. O god did I say it? Have I? I haven’t have I. Well. Apparently, Louis was driving the car that hit me, and he lost control because of the snow storm he was about to pull over but lost control before he did so my dreams have came true I’ve met all 5 of my idiot idols, but, the thing is they still haven’t left. I mean, like, c’mon, you have jobs and other people to make happy. I love you to wits ends but I’m feeling guilty.

 “...Carter?” Harry’s voice snaps me back to reality. He’s sitting in the uncomfortable chair next to my bed with his hand on my thigh my eyes start to water because it hit me. I can’t drive, I can’t swim, I can’t jump, I can’t walk, I can’t stand. I can’t even do anything by myself!

“...Carter? What’s wrong babe?” that’s when I felt the tears running down my cheeks. I looked up at him and just shook my head (A/N shook= left right. Nod= up down. Some people just like say nod for both so... to be more clear... aha ;) ) harry starting panicking look to me and the door about a thousand time like a manic but look who’s talking  I start fanning my face with my hands to try to calm down but seeing harry panic makes me feel more guilty and I start to breakdown again. Soon Harry just wraps his arms around me rubbing my back pushing my head further into his shoulder

“I can’t drive, I can’t swim, I can’t jump, I can’t walk, and I can’t stand” I keep naming off things I can’t do.

“Shhh, its ok.. stop crying shhh...” he kept trying to comfort me but I don’t know, it’s as if  the ocean took over my eyes.

“harry? What did you do? Why is she crying?’ Louis came rushing in.

“I don’t know what I did Louis!” he whisper yelled back in a pleading voice. I felt Louis’ hand lightly tugging at my shoulders to leave harry and come to him, so I did. I heard harry getting up and leaving the room.

“ what’s wrong carter? What happened?” Louis asked

“...I... I can’t... I...” I started to feel dizzy and limp. Really calm. Haven’t felt this way in awhile. I heard a few murmurs and felt someone or someone’s petting me. Ha-ha. Woof. I’m a dog nowwwww.

**HARRY’S POV**

As soon as Louis got carter in his arms, I quietly rushed out of the room. To get a nurse. I would get Jase as well but he quick headed home to clean up. We all need to clean up. It’s starting to smell funky in here. I stood there in the hall frozen for a second forgetting what I came out here for. Nurses’ giving me funny looks as they walk by... O shit right a nurse.

“excuse me sorry, we have a bit of a problem in room 290.” Her eyes widened as she hustled over to the room calling back at me.

“what happened?”

“uhh, well I was sitting there. Next to carter,” she saw the scene and ran over to the cabinet. I continued. “she was sitting there staring at the ceiling for the longest time, so I asked her what’s wrong. And she just started crying. Collapsed right into my arms...” the nurse had a needle, she ran over to carter and forcefully pushed Louis out of the way and jabbed it into Carter's wrist. I cringed. The nurse who nametag was Britney placed her into bed neatly and made sure she did pass out. Carter had the slightest smile on her face as she was going unconscious.

“what just happened?” Louis asked.

“ well carter just had a panic attack. She’ll be all right. Sometimes her brain gets flooded with memories or thoughts, maybe she’s in  a stressful situation or being pressured, she just can’t handle it. Before the accident, she had it. She has a history here. I must pass on what happened to Jase. I’ll send dr. Amelia in for you guys to explain in detail so she can record it into her file. “she gave us but mostly me a sweet smile. As she left.

“she was nice.” Lou rolled his eyes.

“she’s too smart for you Haz.” I gave him the look as Amelia walked in.

“awkward...” she said

“she’s more your type Haz.”

“what’s that supposed to mean?” she questioned.

(A/N OMFG so sorry i havnt posted in a bajillion years but its not my first priority, its just a hobby. anyways i got onto polyvore and i started makeing outfits so im going right now to figure out how to get you guys ther because i kno it you put it in here you wont be able to copy and paste it. so that and i changed the cast as well. sorry im not spell checking this but whatever. alright ill try to keep posting but ya :) byee have a good weekend GUYSSSSS LOVE YOU!!! )