Song Preference: The Only Reason
Luke:
"Don't talk, let me think it over, how we gonna fix this, how we gonna undo all the pain? Tell me, is it even worth it, looking for a straight line, taking back the time we can't replace."
Your P.O.V.
You and Luke have been best friends for over 6 years. You stuck through thick and thin, love and heartbreak.You've also been dating for the passed 3. You had never been happier, he was so sweet and caring, and even when he wasn't with you he still made the effort to call,text,and Skype you. And every new place he went he would send you something back just so you knew he was thinking about you. One day he Skypes you unexpectedly. "Hey Luke, what's-!" You stop when u see his eyes red and puffy. "Luke, what's wrong? are you okay? Are the rest of the boys okay?" You keep rambling off questions. "I'm fine Y/N... actually that's a lie I'm a jerk, I did something completely unforgivable." He says as his eyes fill up with tears again. "Luke what are you talking about?" You say really worried that he might have done something to loose his job or worse. "Y/N, I went to a club last night. Me and the mates we-we were just there to get a few drinks, but I had a little more than I should have. I saw this girl, and I noticed that she was a girl that I had, had a little thing with before we started dating. I saw her and I don't know what happened, I walked over to her and I kissed her, it was more than just a little peck, it was a a lot more than it should have been. I don't remember much after that but I woke up at her house. I'm so sorry Y/N, I just think that you should have heard it from me instead of someone else, or worse a magazine. I just hope-" You cut him off shaking and wanting to cry. "Luke, Don't talk, just let me think this over okay?" You say trying to be calm a subtle about this. "Alright, bye Y/N I love you." You don't reply back, you just close the laptop and l up in a ball on the couch. All you can think about is, Is there a way to fix all this? Is there way for all the pain to be gone? Is all of this even worth it? Is this going to take back all the time you guys sent together, even though you can't replace it?
Calum:
"When I close my eyes and try to sleep I fall apart and find it hard to breath. And your the reason the only reason."
You sit up in your room, looking at a picture of you and Calum as kids. You guys have been friends ever since the 2nd grade, and never fought. Ever since the 8th grade you started to develop feelings for him. Now your both 17 and things are even worse. He's never seen you as more than a friend, a now that he's gone half the time, he barely sees you at all. He calls you sometimes and you share the occasional Skype but it's nothing compared to how it was before. You haven't talked to him in 2 weeks but he told you before hand that he was going to be busy preparing for going into the states, which means that he'll be even FARTHER away. You sit up all the time wondering why you can't just tell him how you feel so you can at least lift some of the weight off your shoulders, even if he doesn't react the way you want to. But instead you sit at home moping around just waiting for him to contact you, and in the process falling apart at the seams. You look down at the picture and realize its almost completely covered with tears, and that you shaking uncontrollably. You get up and go to the bathroom, and reach in to you medicine cabinet, because you forgot to take you anti-depressant pills. You take you dosage and crawl back into bed with the picture of you and Calum next to you. You close your eyes, with a shaky breath you realize Calum is the reason for all of this, but no matter how much it hurts you know it will be worth it in the end.
Micheal:
"I feel you burning under my skin, I swear I see you shining brighter then the flame inside you eyes. Bitter words spoken, everything's broken, it's never too late to bring us back to life."
You and Micheal have been constantly at each others neck. You just think that it's because of the stage your in, in your relationship, that all couples go though this in this part of their relationship. But it's been particularly bad the passed week, everything always ended with one of you storming out the house you too shared. Last night Micheal left and still hasn't come back. No texts, no calls, no nothing. You are starting to get really worried, you are about to text him when it hits you. What if he isn't coming back? What if that was the last fight you guys had and last the last words you said period? What if everything you guys had was broken and could never be re-built? You feel it in your gut and underneath your skin that this was the end. You didn't want it to end like this, if i was going to end you didn't want it to be over bitter words, wait what were you saying? You don't want it to end at all, you pull out your phone and begin a message
To Micheal: Micheal I know we said some horrible things last night, and I'm sorry I shouldn't have blown up on you like that. I just don't want what we have to be something that just blows away like this. If you want it to be over I'll try with everything in my heart to understand, but I'm going to tell you now that i don't want it to be over, you mean everything to me no matter how much we argue I just want you to know that I love you, and I think that it's never to late for second chances and to bring everything we have back to life.
You put your phone down praying that he will respond to you.
Ashton:(they aren't famous in this one but they are still in a band)
Even though my dizzy head is numb, I swear my heart is never giving up, and your the reason the only reason.
Ashton is your brother Luke's best friend. He plays football,the drums, and is two years older than you. You have always liked him ever since him and your brother started hanging out, now your in the same school and he comes over everyday after school, and your feelings just grow stronger every time you see him. The only problem he looks at you as a little sister, and nothing more. It's embarrassing to love so much but every time they see you they ruffle your hair and say "Hey Y/N how's it been going?" Instead of "Y/N I've missed you so much, when can we hang out again?" It drives you crazy, and makes you dizzy when you think about it to much. You just don't understand why there has to be an age difference between you guys, or why whenever he comes over he just passes you by and goes up to Luke's room. You hate it, everything you've always wanted to happen between you two could never work. He comes over today and once again just passes you by. You run up to your bathroom lock the door and ball up in the corner of the bathtub, and cry. Nothing has ever been different, he's always pretended like you weren't there. Why can't you just forget about him and move on? Why don't you show him that you are good enough for him to notice? All of these questions are running through your mind when there's a knock on the door. "Hey Y/N! I feel like I'm going to explode can I get in there real quick?" It's Ashton, you cant let him see you like this. "Um yeah sure one sec!" You hurt up and splash your face with cold water, pat it off with a towel, and unlock the door. You try to brush passed him but he stops you. "Hey Y/N are you okay? You look like you've been crying?" Dang it. "Yeah just allergies." You say trying not to look up at him and get passed to your room. The next thing you know he's hugging you. "You know you can talk to me about anything right?" He asks looking down at you. You can't form words so you just nod. "Alright now I really have to go to the bathroom before I burst!" He says as he leaves you both laughing. You walk into your room and sit on your bed. He actually acknowledged you, and even better he cared that you were upset. Even though you guys couldn't be in a relationship, maybe you guys cold be friends. You could see now why your heart doesn't give up.
A/N: Hey how is this for a first song preference good or nah? I'll start doing request if I get some people who ask. I have One Direction preferences on my other account: laughinlepracauhn239
I'll get some more put up soon!
~Rissa~
